My LIFE

2010-01-01T14:09:00.003+08:00

gosh. im reading everyone's resolutions and i feel so. retarded. Haaah.

First day of 2010 huh. why does the number seem so exceedingly huge? the more i look at it, the scarier it gets. Hmmm. I dont know what to think of anymore. Its funny bacause there's so much to say of 2009. see! the number is less scary. haha. okay, im exaggerating.

Ohh. let me remind myself that i spent celebrating the new year in the toilet. yes i know, stuupid. well thats because we got home super late from msia and apparently my hopes and dreams of making it back in time for countdown was crushed. Minus the fact that i was the only one who was in happyhappy mood for new year, i still had to bathe before anything else. oh you know me right. hehh. so there i was half bathing and half texting. dont ask me how but there are ways to reply msgs when you have to. bathroom terms. hahaha. is it mandatory to return 'happy new year' messages? i dont think so. but if you have the least bit of consideration for the people who bother to send really long wishes then yes, you have to. oh come on. i bet everyone was getting highly annoyed with the lagging connection. dont resent that.

Reflection time.

2009. its ineffable how i wanna put this. i guess im just incredibly happy with whatever that has happened. be it good or bad. eveything has its fair share of experience right? i had my share. it was good. i enjoyed it. no matter how, i think manifest happiness has no comparison to how i've changed this year. as a person. daughter.friend.student.human. yes, we're all human and we change. its the nature of life. forgive me if im wrong but this is how i see it. what i can say now is. i've become a better person. in the ways that i wanted myself to be. no one can tell me how much i suck no matter how true it is. i define myself. i have the right to be who i am. for that, i thank you. all of you who has helped me become a better person. And im not just saying this.

So now we come to the part where i have to list my resolutions.

Think of Olevels as an Arashi concert in heaven.
Study like the ultimate nerd i was in primary 6.
Increase my belief in time management.
Talk less. ( i dont think its possible though)
Drink water like its the last thing left on this planet. (dehydration!)
Refrain from littering so indiscreetly in public. (school included)
Spend more time in the library. (books are my solitude)
Swallow my paroxysms of random laughter. (its a major distraction)
Pay more attention to my younger sister. (she needs me)
Make the most of the 4 months i have left in band. (seriously)
Be truly truly happy. (hopefully)
Power up my english to the maximum. (to infinity and beyonnd)
Improve my french. (avec espoir)
Love my family. ( they are the best living things you know)
Stick to my resolutions.

YES! i did it. i have resolutions. its an achievement. hahaha. well obviously, what is paramount is that i want to stay true to myself. lets make good change :D

2009-12-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

my three most favourite phoots!
hahahaha.the rest are in facebook so why should i bother right?
lalala. i havent recovered. my holidays are soon gonna be over.
hell is gonna start. hello 2010. hahaha. my resolution? idk.
next post i'll say. hmmm. i guess this pretty much defines my holiday.
it's been real fun. i admit it. i got closer to people.
im happyhappyhappy! hahahha.
reminds me of the time i jumped up and down singing Happiness with Amira!
xD that was awesoooome. we were so highh the two of us =D i'll never forget that moment. hehh.
okay, more studying later tmr. hmmm. homework! garh.

2009-12-12T15:23:00.004+08:00

i really think we're getting a little bit more materialistic these days.
thats us saxophonists.
Nike water bottles for the trip. long-awaited saxes tee.
ooohh i love the mermaid-ish guy at the back. so sexy xD
although it would have been muchh better if the barcode bearing our tiltle had been BIGGER. we need to let people know who we are youknow. well at least the strap is cute. hahaha.
its the second week of december. i have less than two weeks to clear everything up. i strongly deny that i can ignore the malicious stares my homework is giving me any longer.
So without an option, that's a main priority. Haish. can i take a small vacation? A good one! where its possible to actually rest your body,mind and soul. yes i know i've been pretty crammed up and busy with band and everything. its not like its a holiday. we're going for competition. its only normal. yes we all know that. but seriously, i need a break from everything.
Unfortunately,this is all just a bigfat cloud nine balloon i can conjure up. because no way in hell am i going to get that. not until the near end of 2010. oh bloody hell i am scared to my wits end about this. All the heat and perspiration is just blocking my brain cells from dwelling on it. in a way i am grateful to this. but at the back of my overly strained mind, i know its coming. nearer and nearer. i can feel myself sinking away slowly. its scaring the living daylights out of me. literally. not that i get bad dreams about this stuff. just, jarred up thoughts of it squeezes everything else out.
goshhh i sound like im in desperate need for conselling. haish. maybe its all the heat in my head. i start getting pessimistic when i've got a fever. Damnnn i should be sleeping now. resting. whatever it is my body desires and never gets.

okay, my mum is gradually turning into a msia fan. im serious. Nadia! its all your fault. hahahaha. no laaaah,i just wanted to blame you for something. heh.
Jusco in msia is like vivo. except its muchmuch quieter and more affordable.
my mum was like ' i am not afraid to walk into any store here because i know i got the money'
HAHAHAHA. she had that dominating look on her face and i was like, woah.
i got my gladiator shoes! yippeeeee~ im so happy idk why. i've been wanting those shoes for so long. thankyou mummy! (:
things gt so crazy at the arcade. the one game we all enjoyed together. too much actually. hahahaha! khaliq was so adorable picking up all the balls he could find to throw at the aliens. and rauf just screamed like he was face to face with frankestein. of course the rest of us contributed our fair share of noise pollution (: i got so stuffed with chicken that day. like omg. i can feel it swimming through my veins now. LOL.
Amir,Imran,Sarah and Arif are all here from KL! its been too long since i last saw these sweet things. too bad im calling in sick today D: i wanna go out and bring them around singapore! though there's nothing much to see here. other than the usual kiasu acts of us locals and probably the long list of food sources. hmmmm..

i'll be gone with the wind by monday morning. not far uh, just KL. hahahha. just a little further than amira's 'across the bridge'. LOL. hey, she's my roommate okay! i dont think i can even sleep throughout the week. trust me, its been tested. hahaha.
im sitting in the bus with Nadia! yaaaaay! :D hehh. whaaaat? im happy righhht.
we're gonna see live human chickens and roosters monday night. yeahhh, gonna ruush the barrets. great. more dust in the air -.-
so this is it. im not gnna blog until after i come back from KL. which is the week afer. probably longer. happy holidays! oh wait its not over. hahaha. byeeeee!

mon couer sera toi.

2009-12-06T22:20:00.004+08:00

cheeky grin! xD
handsome brothers! (:
i love their curls! Hassan~

041209

the day i finally got my ass down to do some CIP. hahaha. ironic isnt it? well it was so fun! really.. okay,had to wake up super earlyy. when the night before i slept at like 4am. oh wait,thats morning already. HAHA. so i had two hours of sleep. naturally i woouldve been too bloody tired to do anything. but heck, my mum practically pulled me out of bed. hahahaa. im not complaining kaaay. because for the next 5 hours. i literally turned into the nicest person on earth.

Meeting the other volunteers and all. hahahhaa. they're from everywhere and they are awesome people. so friendly and annoying. the latter being referred to the 2 st patrick's guys. LOL. this girl from NYP. she's so friendly! and she talks like a white chick. hahaha! go figure. so the first 2 hours, we were stationed at the carpark. to like welcome and SMILEEE at guests who were coming in. all the VIP's were so full of themselves. i wanna show them the way,they're like okayokaythanyougoodbye. LIKE HELLOOOOO. tsk. ungrateful people.
it was kinda boring at first cos most of the ppl hadnt arrived yet. then the bellboy from st pats came over to help me carry some luggage up the second floor. hahaha! he was being super annoying and rubbing his nose in my face he whole time. why? cos he took pure lit. wth right! hahahaha. then i defended myself with my Amath. LOL! it was so retarded lah. yes yiting, now i agree they ARE jerks.

for the rest of the day, we helped out with taking care of all the kids. the playing area. there were soooo many kids runnning around having fun it was such a joy seeing them i swear. its like when you're flying without wings~ HAHAHAHHA. ok,random. s
i was at the rockclimbing station most of the time. it was quite slippery what with everyone jumping around so i had to help most of them climb up. lucky all the pumping and heavy exercising with the arms had me strong. i carried cute little babies! (: youknow,when you wanna reach for something you gotta push your way through all the obstacles blocking your way right? i kept telling this this to every single kid. 'never gve up'. the way they listened and looked up to me telling them such deep stuff gave me the purest most sweeet feeling in the world. honestly,sometimes all these kids need is a little pushing and motivation to get them going. and i was so happy to be doing that for them.
i met so many great kids. each one of them haaad their flaws and holdbacks. even with aggravation kicking in most of the time. but when they touched the top of that tower, you can never imagine how amazing theyre feeling. everything shows from the expression on their small little faces. and its even more overwhelming when they keep coming back to try again..

i want to do this again. definitely.

2009-12-04T22:59:00.002+08:00

phrases wear and tear.
especially ones like 'once in a lifetime'.
that on has been used beyond repair.
so if you're reading this, wake up and get a new one.

i think it's really unfair.
to think that just cos there's higher priority.
they get what they want.
no need to mix anymore la.
we're all happy where we are.

i've made an oath.
to manage time better.
HAH.like that's gnna happen.oh well.
im looking forward to trying.

joanne sucks.
she keeps laughing when im the pivot.
like you're so good at it lah woman!
hahahhaha. kidding. we all suck anyway.

there's no reason why im posting this way.
if you're wondering.

kakak pipin's right beside me now.
snickering and LOL-ing to herself.
ahhhh, the amateurness.
okay shut up. i know im a noob.
but only when it comes to technology.
aiyah,just go live in ice age lah.

the math booklet keeps giving me evil stares.
im serious.like everyday.
mostly when i take it out from my tuition bag.
LOL.im like totally neglecting it lah.
poor little booklet. just wanna make me feel guilty only.
TSK. to think that i do the work leonard and alvin give me.
im such a hypocrite when it comes to homework. ahhh,damn lah.

lets hope a five star hotel is what looks like.
at least from the pictures on internet.
hmmm, im gonna hog the shower. i dont care.
we dont have to pay for water you know xD

2009-11-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

we were shopping that day.somehow.mum went missing for some reason.i was being uttterly annoying.its only natural.too bad.i forced her to do this.see how cool it turned out.noobs are'nt stupid okay.we have an undoubtedly huge amount of hidden talent.we're just too humble to show it.you're welcome sister (:

2009-11-26T22:20:00.003+08:00

ze lovelay saxes.
TADAAAA. this was OUR xmas tree for the night (:
we got hornaaaaaaaaay! XD
it was a cold saxes night. brrrr~
but of course, kenny! :D

OHHHHH. band outing/amazingrace.that was like a week ago! my posts are getting later and later -.- thanks ah sisters. just cos you guys share a bloody room dont mean you gotta HOGGGGG the pc all the time right! pffttt. heh.
okay,idontcare. its elaboration time.

lets start! gawwd,i remember being so shack the night before. Though it was a late night call with ahems. i still woke up early okay! ON TIME. hahahhaa. lalala to harbourfront. omg i actually forgot which line it was luh. haish. see lah saxes! wanna make a big joke and confuse me so much. pffft. lucky wanxuan texted me.haha. so congyao was superrr early. waited for the rest then yeah, it started. my group? INTERESTINGLY INTELLIGENT. we wore blue and our leaders; eunice,jayme.ivana. hahahaha.cute people. Gigi,meihui,vellan,congyao and kenny plus me made the rest of the grp. oh yeaaah,it was gooood. i had fun.yes i did. HAHA. idk what to say actually. all i remember is how i got to know how insanely funny kenny is. moohahhahahha! i feel like LOL-ing thinking of how funny he is now. hmmm,we were like two idiots making stupid lame jokes about everything la. and i mean everything. he's so random sometimes its like when he comment about something,its not funny la! but i still LOL cos the way he says it is so cute.hahahhaha! kennykennykenny. the little brother i never had (:
at one point of time,the whole band was playing games of captainsball. then we had to make bets on the winning team. those who lost had to pummmp. and yknw what,we made such picky bets. when we won,i was the only one laughing at the losers -.- then vellan was like 'eh tashryn,you're the only one laughing okay.' but i still continued. LOL. i cant help it okay! so when we lost, the stupid kenny! we had to do the pumping then he LOOOOL at me like nobody's business! HAHAHHAHA. my stomach hurt so baaad. everyone was like, why the heck are yall laughing when doing pumping! HEH. it was hilarious in multitudes. idk when was the last time i laughed so much like that. hmmm, thanks kenny! you took the pain from my legs away :D

zooom to the mooon~ hah. no lah,i just wanna forward. we got so wet and damp from all the raaain D: okay,in a way i liked it of course. you dont get that much of a break from the sun in a place like singapore yknw. it was so worth it. we intelligent people came in 2nd for the whole race!! right? HAHA.i dont rmb. but it was still top 3 yeah. hmmm, prediction came true. i got sick. YAY.

but! we had some big saxes looooove by the harbour near the seaaa. it was so awwwhhh~ hahahhaha. cos the christmas lights were up and we were all together. well,minus the exception of faj and jinleong not being there. it was still so niceee (: idk why but being tgt with saxes at night just gives me that omgiloveyouguyssomuch feeling. teehee. what can i say? we're awesome people. got wetter with junchun and clement taking advantage of the fact that i had extra clothes. haha. those idiots. as you can derive from the pictures above, we upheld our highclass name of being totally 'SEXY'. hahahha. im referring to the pole photo. yes,we're licking it fyi. isnt it obvious? i'll let your dirty little minds ride its course now thankyouverymuch. HAHAHA. weeee~ i feel so happy now.

Band. its not such a pain you know. when you have such beautiful people to share everything with you. now, lets all go! to infinity and beyond.

2009-11-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

my dense owner.HAHAHAHA.
MY LOVELAAY FANGIRRLLL~
serrhannie.tashmiya.yeetoshi :D
whaaah! khairi sehh.
omgomg. its the HOTRETARDS!

Nadia nadia! do you see your face there? yes, ITS THERE. i didnt force myself to do this okay. let the whole world see how archie your face can be. HAHAHAH. omg seriously, you look like archie in that photo. where's your betty and veronica hmm? hahaha. okay, dont dense with me. you know who!

ohohhhh. lets rewind a few days baaack. republic's symphonic concert. awesoooome! because me and amira went crazy. absolutely insaaane. why? ARASHI-NESS IN SINGAPORE.well of course, instrumental wise but STILL! like ohmygawwwd la. it was the one and only thing on my mind throughout the whole entire day. for real. i couldnt concentrate on anything else! hahahhaha. yes,so i was a little dreamy during music in the band room. HEH. hey, i had bea to go lalaland with me okay (:
anyway, thank god faj's dad managed to drive us there. bathed and got ready at her house then sardined in the car with the rest. ohoh,amira suffered the most. LOL.
okay,going forwaaaard. after interval, arashi immediately! me and amira were squeezing each other so hard i dont think we felt the pain at all. hahahaha. super funny. when the music started, screaaaaaaaaaaaam all the way~ im serious. like literally. eh i dont care lah okay. THIS IS WHAT FANGIRLS DO. so we screaamd and hooted and saaang all the songs along. woaaah. hahaha! we were rocking the whole row of seats lah! julai kept telling me to shut up but of course, i ignored her (:
okay,i wonder how sihan and yeeching could contain all their happiness just by smiling and moving along to the music. sorry,i cant be that way. hahahaha. people wanna be loud about how they feel yaaww.
so anyway,i had THE best concert experience ever. okay,maybe so far. thanks to republic band which totally got me and amira highhh~ yaaay. amira,i love you! for screaming and sharing the joyyy with me =D psst,we have the whole recording of it.mooohahaha.

so yes media, we want more jpop please. dont devuldge all your money on kpop ah. haha. hmmmm, oh yes. POP. went to support joleen and khairi! wow. my first time.hahaha. kinda cool uhhh. went spotting for hot band people. hahaha. nolah! i was there to cheer for our drum major tau. khairi! yaaaaay. he did awesooome =D oh yah dude, grow taller lah you! drink milk and skip more! wanna keep up the hot-and-drooly image kan? HAHAHA. kidding. you rock lah, DM :D

LALALA i wanna talk about class bbq! but i havent gathered the hot pics yet. heh. will start stealing the loot soon okay? waaait,patience. all you have to know now is, i still want bbq food! hahahha. not enough lah,sorry. my legs pain sia. they hurt so bad form all the walking and running. yes,plus marching and whatever. haish. LIFE uh.

okay, Uncle Sammy just called from melbourne just now! and he says we can go visit him! YAAAAAAAAAAAY!! i miss them so much! the last time we saw them was like, 4 years ago? ahhhh! i wanna try out their hot jacuzzi. LOL. never tried one before. ohhhh,its summer in australia. hmmmmm, more heat -.- gosshhhh. oh well! i wanna see the familyyy :D so its most likely there this year. wheeeeeeeeee~
i'll cut more slack next year okay? yessss, i will.

omg. Alvin's gna take over baosheng now. craaap. im scared of tht guy. i dont know if he's as patient as baosheng. and he's got this scray aura! o.o howwww am i gnna approach him for amath now? haishhh. aswini you have to help me get used to that guy. im telling you he's scary! okay,maybe its only me who's terrified but. AH. tmr at 7pm sharp. we shall see okay? hmmm.. i wanna see shaowei before that (: long time no talk.

eh sister, i think you should really go for prom. hah.

2009-11-06T08:49:00.002+08:00

OKAY MS HELPLESS THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR YOUR ABILITY TO COMPREHEND MY POSTS.
this is gonna be random shit btw.

im in mothertongue using the pc now! wheeee. in your face other ppl who are busy dunno writing stupid formal letters in chinese. HAH. dunnno what gong san ah? HAHAHA.
omg i wanna take french as second language! but sadlyyyy,im a SINGAPOREAN.
haisshhh. so much for what u want ahh. haiyoo i wanna be multilingual lah.
been going to sharon au's wordpress lately and hellooooooooo.
HAVE YOU SEEN HOW BEAUTIFUL FRANCE IS.
me and pandicine were spaazzing last nighhhht. HAH. lets go france! wheee~

oh its negi.wordpress btw. you wanna be jealous go there! =D

okaaaaaaaaay. the republic concert is tmr! omg arashi nesss in singapore!!
im gonna sinnng i dont care.
AND you better sing with me ah sihan.

2009-11-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

now you suddenly decide to spill everything in my lap.
what am i supposed to do?
take it all just like that.
is that what you want me to do?
this is'nt provocative is it.
not yet with the copious tears rimming around two eyes right now.

i dont know what to say to you anymore.
i dont even feel like blogging about this but i am.
i am cray right. STILL. it's not worth anything.
its your fault. you made me feel all these feelings.

YES. i blame you.

2009-10-27T15:03:00.003+08:00

i want to play hide and seek.

okay,its not much of a help that i cant upload photos right now. the cable thingy's with my aunt so its gnna be really picture-less and boring for now. hmm,she's in langkawi on her honeymoooon~ hahaha. i cant imagine what they're doing there now. probably lovey-doveying on the hammock and kissywissying. moohahahha. so cute la. shh! leave them their privacy.

i've got a sprained ankle! wooooohoooo. its been ages since i last twisted my ankles. so fun. i kinda miss the pain and all xD okay shuddup. its inordinate pain okay. psch.
well,i've been reading the whole of these past 2 days.. its even more fun. i can just read until i die la. Now its 'A Dangerous Dress' by julia holden. awesoooome. why? cos its making me wanna go to france even more. LOL okay,obsession~ hmmm. eh,i picked up a few brochures from french that day. funny thing, there's a convention about studying in europe coming up in a week. i am so there! :D

You know i just love sunflowers. haha. i know you do. there's like about 5 baskets of them sitting in my house right now. and i love the smell emanating everywhere especially my room. teehee. blue,peach,red and yellow! yay. thankyou auntie. hey sabrina, you want one? (:

pfft. im perspiring as im typing this out. goshhh,the weather's really bad uhh. oh oh! hahaha. okay this is really out of the blue but i was watching 'The 11th Hour' yesterday. the documentary movie hosted by the ever-so-HOT Leonardo Dicaprio which focused enirely on this earth. like omg la. i was O.O throughout the 2 hours plus. we are so gonna die someday people... heh.sorry,that was weird.

i think im gnna start my preparation early now. mostly languages so i dont have to think so much about it next year.. i know.. there's LIFE to deal with as well.. and other special stuff.. guess i just gotta divide my attention somehow.. haishh. its beginning.. yay.

presque, j'arrive.

2009-09-13T01:25:00.002+08:00

BAH fasting month's passing by so faaast. you dont even realise the days passing cos you're so busy worrying that the end is nearing. okay that sounds ridiculous. hmmm, i feel so holy at this point of time. yupp, all the repenting and asking for forgiveness taking place.. 'forgive me God for i have sinned so much' something like that type of stuff. heh.

EOY'S in 3 weeks and yes, im panicking. seriously i neeed to do well okaaay. gotta get the engine going early so i dont have faults in the machine later. haisshh. its so sickening worrying about stuff like this laaah. i hate hate hate it! but what's keeping me going is my strong desire to be 'ze untouchable' for english. and the band trip in december! wheeee~ good times uhhh =D

SO. suddenly my mum's all obsessed about universities. she wanna send me far far awaaay. before you react, thats a good thing okay! i cant wait to get out of crazy singapore. People here dont know the true meaning of life sometimes its more sickening than anything else. hmmmm, im thinking france. woooh!
Au revoir tout personne~

2009-08-23T23:55:00.002+08:00

If everyday could be this colour and what it holds behind those petals.
Please ask, its my latest obsession.

2009-08-07T22:01:00.005+08:00

Aint my Neener just the cutest thing! awwwwh. you see, high socks are not all that bad know.. my prince is making a fashion statement! LISTEN TO HIM. hahahaha xD gawwd, what with LIFE consuming me now.. i miss him so much T.T
now this is blooody awesome! who knew that a mammalian's heart could be so darn right interesting and cool huhhh. i was so amazed i didnt wanna take of the surgeon glooves.. woooh~ okay so its a lamb's heart. but heckk, we mammals are all the same ne. imagine if someone pierced your heart. ohhh the paiinnn~ hahahha. so fun lah! im loving bio maaan. the aorta was really thickkk. i kept poking the thing! and maree haaaaad to splash blood on me. in her excitement xD woooh! i wanna go mustafa and get a heart! =D
QM ROOOM NOW~ so niceeee righhht!!! im so proud of it la! i came late and we had to finish by 10 30 on that wonderful saturday and still! we did it, we did it! yaaay for us laa =D from sucha filthy messy clutter to spick-and-span wonders. and yes MJ, i'll make sure it stays that way! (: ohoh, special mention fr abit; THANKS MEIJIA FOR THE LOVELY PUSHPOP AND KINDERCHOCS! love youuuu.
presenting the esplanaaade! hahahhaha! okay i had fun pressing mich's boob with the 'go green' thingy. she gt hornyyy laaah. hahahahah. so thankyou shafee for making us really highh for that weird moment. the class was SO into it caaan. surprisingly we totally heckkked about chem test. hahahaha. so we are no nerds okay! charles totally looked like some dragon from dragon taales! dont you think so? xD cute laaah. we paraded around the two upper floors for awhile getting all highh. and we won. i love 3e3.
ALL HAIL THE QMS! i love you guyyys. no matter how annoying you are dianah, no matter how LIPID-y and buddha-ish you are congyao, i love yall deepdeep okay! i wont nag too much. not like MJ xP annnnd, we'll have our own significance okay.. teeheee.

so if i dont come back, whats gonna happen? just means im busy. going on hiatus~ for now, its all in the BONBON.

2009-07-26T14:35:00.002+08:00

Blame it on social conditioning. It is deemed okay for women to express their feelings but males are culturally pressured to control their feelings. No matter how many hours you spend gazing at the ocean, no matter how many times you trace the name of your beloved on sandy beaches, no matter how many mountains you climb or meditation sessions you attend or frenzied hours of shopping you embark on, nothing changes when you come back. A loss is a loss is a loss is a loss.

i love sunday papers. Parfait, sumiko tan. you tell it like no one else.

2009-07-26T01:13:00.002+08:00

Don't you just wanna ruffle his hair~~ ahhhhh the joy of watching pottypotty 2 times in a week.. its all because of how i can just flaaaaaaail over my roooon.. yes i tell you, its 'bloody brilliant'. hahahaha!

i've got serious laughing fits in english now. its not so bad with the gorilla when you have me and huiching to tame her yknw.. xD KIDDING. its always been the same. By far i think she and Mr shafee are the most interesting teachers i have this year. Okay finee. remind me to do a report view on every one of my teachers later. whenever. it'll be fun (: mooohahahha.

Shao Wei came back! like finaaally.i was beginning to think she'd quit and i'd be the only 15-year old sane enough to succumb to pierre's nonsense. he's getting crazier every week! *gasps* hahahaha. nolaaah, he's a nice french guy. so anyway, she MIA-ed for two weeks cos she went to Capetown!! that luckyyy womaaaan! i wanna go to south africa someday too youknowww.. its super cool lah. she told me alllll about it. when we were suppose to french about i-phones! :X hahahha.its all volunteer/community work and FUN. it cost her like 4000+ bucks to go there. and that excludes the airline stuffs. OMG laaah. she got to pon sch! get away from this darn old s'pore! had so muchhh fuuun! for THREE WEEKS. how lucky is that! PFFT. i checked out the website. now im tempted to go brazillll.gaaaaaaaah.

busy.busy.busy.my my myyyy im so busy. at least its how i feel like uh. i feel like a box man. all packed up with stuff. like someone's gonna move me anytime. but im too heavy. cos there's too much inside. too much to lift up and put aside. so it all has to stay in there. and i dont know for how long will i be able to withstand its weight. haiyoooooo. LIFE. its my box.

2009-07-18T00:52:00.002+08:00

im the only one up and alive again. gawwd everyone's sucha weak owl. here i am happily drifting off into my Lalalala-i-love-Arashi world and the house is snorrrring. PFT. i think i can pull all-nighters for O's next year. Hahahahaha. Sureeee uhh.

Okay this week was awesome. idk why wait lemme think. OH YEAH. geograaaaaphy projeccct. it was totally our own version of GAGS JUST FOR LAUGHS. like okay, i need to accommodate to the people around me when i act sooooo. of course the TARD (mich btw) was making me lauuuugh like an asshole. HER FACE IS SO FUNNEH LAH. sumore in the drama we're the two children. Aiyaaa should have made her the MOTHER sehh. she totally suits the role xD so anyway, Maree was totally cute with the loong broowwwn skirt la! she kept lifting it up cos it was super hot 'under there' and mingliang gt hornyyy.HAHAHAHHA no laaaaah it was porn (:
Okay you wanna see the fun stuff, dont miss geog class!! LOL.

i cant help but notice that its getting so much more restless in SS. with that NS guy walking around with half his body pulled up due to idk what stupid reason, he looks like a puppet with loose strings! hahahahhahahaha. e4 and e3 people you should know what i mean. that day he suddenly started blabbering about Sri Lanka to me, giving me updates and stuff. i was like, 'uhh, whaaaat?' so acted like a total idiot just nodding like Noddy while Maree snickered in gleeeeeeee.

speaking of the WOMAN, her laughter is getting more and more and overly grand'e CONTAGIOUS. i cant staaaaand it. its like so auto now caan. she laugh, and it triggers my laughing hormones. which equals to 15 mins of non-stop giggling from the two 'witches'. HAAAAAAAAAAAAH. Shafee you know you love us xD

gotta flock with the birds to msia tmr. gna sew the cloth mummy bought that time into some looovely kebaya. i have to go to make sure it turns out the way i want. hahaha. irritating laaa.i lazy wnna go all the way there. PFFFFFT. but its HOT PINK so i want it to turn out parfait. Ouiiiiiiii~ this equally means im gnna miss Amath with Ms Boh and suffer with the Tan on sunday. GAAAAAAH. tuition and tuition on sundaaay. my weekend is goone mann. ohhh and still got loads of emaaaaaath. roar to the sealions in the north pole luhh.

im in the midst of writing a love letter in french! its so sweeet and bonbon in their language i loove it maaan. okay but its tres difficile tooo D: ohhhwellls, its worth the 30 bucks i pay every week ne.

L'etoile dans le ciel toi les mienne~

2009-07-11T23:43:00.001+08:00

the lovely gifts from the fangirls~ ohh all the rabu-rabuness~
okay this is some serious porn.
MORE PORRRRN! xD ehh he's so hot can!
HAAH. the idiot who loves my 'beach' station :D
julai! me! dianah! DUH.

i gotta dedicate an extract of my post to the HELPLESS WOMAN-
hey you! hahaha. the thingy is awesooome okay. You me Aiba and Nino are staring at me so intently right now. Thanks for making me wish i could blues-clues into the pic and steal the lollipops uhh ^^ yes i know you love bullying me and yes i know you're awesome in your own helpless way. well whatever it is, i am NOT a nerd and stop scaring me with the Nino-ring picture! GARH. hahahahha. you know i love you. Arigatou ne (:

Now. Amira and Dianah suckk.loooooool.i mean like, okay today the percs had their performnce thingy at toapayoh and i was a 'helper'. thats sounds so cheap right. dont think its free labour ppl cos we were considered treated well for 'maids'. HAHAHA.went earlaaaaay in the morning and spent almost the whole darn day there running ard being stupid, stacking chairs,pasting stuff on walls,laughing at ppl,getting highhh with dikir barat,collecting rubbish.yaddayadda.. watched them rehearse for like 3 times.plus the actual thing again! you tell me fun ahh. hahahhaa.wellll, it was kinda fun actually. for one thing, the famous amos cookies brought glucose back into our cells. so yeaaaaaah.it got kinda high there. Hehehe. Amira can seriously make me laugh until i wanna shit maaan. Hmmmm. went to chill and have so-called dinner with saxes at hp after that.. talked about stuffs and crapped and yaaah. i miss us mann. haisssh. * where is the love?..* HAH.okay random..

ohhhh. i think guna's got real issues with her hair. the previous haircut suited her more lorr..nevertheless she still look like gorilla uhh. i cant stand looking at her sometimes.. thankgod i have Nadiah and Huiching to help me contain myself.. oh and marcus, you rock at reading! XD no kidding.

Pandicine! you're gonna leave on sunday.. go get yourself a nintendo lah! later hibernate for 13 hours.. hahaha! sumore no transit -.- awwwwwwwh.

i think they should just leave MJ alone. for real. go and die lah paparazzi.

Though we gotta speak formal in class, i think Cikgu Juriah's gonna improve my malay. YAYNESS. like finally a mly tcher worth getting tortured by.

C'est plus tard. Je vous aime. wheeeee.

2009-06-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

Michael Jackson.

Omg i miss you so muchh. Its so stooopidly ironic laaah! You're not here and now everyone's talking about you. There's so much shit going on about YOU AND YOU AND YOU around the world and you dont even know it. Gawwwwwd. I MISS YOU LAAH. the whole world's mourning over you okaaay! see lah. we only appreciate the people we love when they're gone. its so blooody saaad. whatever it is Mr King of Pop, thank you for making my childhood sweeter with your 'Heal the World' passion and kickass 'Beat it' rhythm. you inspire so many people uhh.

Once again, i miss you D:

2009-06-25T23:32:00.003+08:00

FROM THIS
THEN THIS
NOW THIS.

I know i missed your day and im really sorry. But life really got me busy. I almost forgot the special day you came into this world. How you stole my heart and made the countless nosebleeds worth it with all your cute innnocence. God knows how i fell in love with a NEET like you xD well here's to say my dearest Kazu, i love every bit of cytoplasm in your body and i'll always will. You're someone who makes me feel happy over and overr. It gets crazy cos i fantasize you so much. Haaaaah. OKAY ENOUGH SAID.
Happy Birthday Dearest! :D

2009-06-22T20:46:00.001+08:00

BAND CAMP 09!
how i wish our family portrait could be this cute.
Dion getting highhh.
SOAP IS GOOD STUFF.
we like cramped toilets!

i've been missing out on A LOT lately. Life just keeps you busy does'nt it? Hmmmm.thats why i say 'life keeps moving'. Hahaha.okay shaddup tashryn just start and your lagging ass moving.
FIRST OF ; BAND CAMP 09!!
like woaaaaaah.i had so much fun i tell you i wanna rewind back everything again! Seriously, i didnt think it'd be this much felicity compared to the one we had in sec1 but nope.it was better.kinda i guess. we did paintball okaay! boohoo the ppl who grow up too slow D: i was the sole survivor for the second game! *Imma survivor!..imma believer!..* hahaha. Wanxuan hit me real hard on the shoulder tsk! But Dhabitah and Julai kena worse cos of Ms Normala and Mr Kh..got blueblack leh.terror uhh teachers. then there was the super lame Game of Life thing. Amira kept being dense and the rest of us plus cheeyuan were irritated so we 'thats it, amira..thats it' all the way~ wooohooo.our dance was superrrr.THE PUSSIES CAN SHAKE ASS MAN xD so after that crapped around and all the way to the Hippo bus! woohoo! so cool lah open air ontop.my first time okay! everyone was superr highhh.screamed and waved like hooligans at random people on the streets. SO FUN. people actually layan you when they feel like it knw..waaaah bowen band on hippo bus super fun sia! went back sch waited verehh long to bathe then yaddayadda.surprised junchun with sooo delated bday! Hahaha.we gave him gatsby gel for a present.gatsby okaaay.branded! lols.highhed with saxes with sparkling juice and yummy chocolate cake.so cool uhh sneaking out so many times to make everything perfect.kay anyway,happybirthday la you idiotic SL!=D
well the REAL fun started at night whennn...
me,dianah,amira,julai,dhabits,wanxuan couldnt sleep so lo and behold..WE STAYED UP.i dont mean just a few hours after lights out but REALLY STAY UP~ its like we were the last to go to sleep. at 5am! then woke up about an hour later. what did we do? Weh-ell. we basically ate/scampered around like little cute racoons/amira booming on the hall flooor super loud/played the statue game/giggled like a bunch of bitches/gosssssippp/witnessed serious crazy shit at how ppl sleep/ate sumore/disturb people/ran around like elephants (esp amira)/occupied the middle of the hall competely/laughing at each other laugh :D how awesomeee right! i love these people (:

Band-ed with Kj the whole of the next week and gawwwwd.i got TANNED. like #%(P&V*{^*VYRCU$@$@L tanned! CURSES TO THE PEOPLE WHO BROUGHT GLOBALWARMING UPON HUMANS. can see heatwaves when on the field okaay! serious cancer-attraction shite. OMG but i love it laaah. it was worth everyth. the whole thing's a miracle :D

shooting for family porraaait~ freakin chaotic siaa.was coinciding with my aunt's graduation stuff so yaah.whole of my mum's side was present.five big families.how to cooperate? got babies running ard sumore.hahahhaa.the ppl got kinda pissed positioning us abit.but its their job so heckk. bloody hell.can friggin see my tan lines. And makeup made it so painfun D:

i think its gnna be a reaaaally long time before i go out with the scums again SO. yeahhh mannn! today all was there! yiting,jia yi,dion,tze lins! went to our usual place to eat at cathaaay orchard. i realise we're always going there -.- hahaha.
killed chicken at KFC.shopped for random shirts.chased funny businessmen.went gaga over this really long escalator-ed building.kept going up and upp.pretended we owned our own shop with jiaaa nd tzelin as models.tested out fishynet chairs that smelled like baskets.read newspapers ontop lifts.played around in cramped toilets and scared the living daylights out of a woman.chocolate frappucinos at starbucks.10 bucks made with love.watched Ghosts of Girlfriends.its all sexx man.LOL! then went home ambushed xD

i gtta speed up life a teenywee bit for now.i feel like reading Bio suddenly.okay random.next post is gnna be all NINOMIYA KAZUNARI.

*he said love's a myth.

2009-06-08T23:15:00.003+08:00

You can't see her.
Dressed in the most amazing white gown she's ever had.
Little girls have dreamed of being princesses in castles.
I just wanted to feel beautiful. Its not ostentation.
All i need now, is to wait for my Prince.
So that he can gallantly sweep me off my feet.
And bring me to euphoria.

2009-06-05T00:13:00.003+08:00

"Americans are ready to join with citizens and governments, community organizations, religious leaders, and businesses in Muslim communities around the world to help our people pursue a better life."

"Many more are simply skeptical that real change can occur. There is so much fear, so much mistrust that has built up over the years. But if we choose to be bound by the past, we will never move forward. And I want to particularly say this to young people of every faith in every country. You more than anyone have the ability to reimagine the world, the remake this world."

"It's easier to start wars than to end them. It's easier to blame others than to look inward. It's easier to see what is different about someone than to find the things we share."

"The people of the world can live together in peace. We know that is God'vision. Now that must be our work here on Earth."

A few extracts from Obama's speech in Cairo.this guy is really one heck of a president mann.its not surprising how so many people all over this little fragile planet are attracted to his solid ways.i mean, just hear what he says! enough to make you feel like you can completely trust him to take care of the whole world for you! its not America alone the way i see it..he's putting in so much great effort to address global issues no other human as righteous as him has ever dared to! it is WOW. Barrack Obama, i have morphed into a fan of you.with all due respect sir, im supporting you from behind with all the millions out there =D GO OBAMA!

2009-06-03T21:07:00.006+08:00

LIKE WOOOAAAAAAAAAAAH.

three days into fifteenhood and im still making lovely birthday moments ^^
Aaaaahhhh HOT MAMAS ROCKKK MAAAAN.they totally made this day special for me and for this i heart them deeeepdeeeep uh!
Brendan and Edmund had extra class in sch poor thing.they missed out alot seyy D:
So, we watched Monsters vs Aliens! Hahahahaha xD Bob is so cute! i never thought i'd enjoy this show.kinda predicted it was the whole fight-and-save-the-world shit.but i was wrong (:
ate briefly at BK where we stole most of danny's expensive pie.hahahaha.stupid loaded guy is forever flaunting his bigbucks mann -.- Lalalalala in and out random shops.we keep going to cottons on! Hilarious how Danny always gets aroused looking at all the frilly lacey knickers and braas.Hahahahaha~ i like the checkered ones luh.
Maree and me wanted to get danny his superrr delated bday present so we went hunting while the rest Carrefour-ed.i gt kinda suspicious there..hmmmm..
Zee msgd me to go swensens and thats when i knew something was up.stepped into swensens with danny's longlonglong weenie bread and virgin plus STD gummies.minutes later the guy came with a birthday cake and everyone was singing ' Happy Birthday!'
i was like OHMYGAWWWD A CAKE A CAKE! AN ICECREAM CAKE! and i kept laughing and crying and omg-ing.
SO SO VERY SWEEEET LAH THEY! i still cant believe they did that for me okay! its not everyday your friends give you birthday surprises like this :DD
but no not yet havent finish! Hahahaha..im chortling as i type this btw xD
the presents! each and everyone of it had a special little meaning behind it.i'll take the trouble to list them (:

Adidas perfume; cos i always use Maree's after pe
the HAPPY book; its funny and im pretty much a happy person
Toblerone and Merci choclates; yellow and french-based
Egg in a Saucepan necklace; FYI, saucepan in jap is NABE
Panty Liners; they're the slimmer and longer kind!
Pearly White breathspray; old joke where we dared each other to use it (edmund loves it)
last but not least..TISSUE!! i laughed my arse off when i took it from mingliang lah!

you see, it shows these people know me so well! like really! tissue okaaay.oh come on.its something i can NEVER live without and they know it! THANKS AH GUYS :D played have-you-ever with salted pepper cake as the penalty.this game revealed alotta sick confessions uhh.i like it! hahahaha.
LOL i wanna say thankyou like over and over again to yall yknw.it means so alot banyak much to me what you guys did for me today.i won't ever forget this i swear.we have so much to enjoy together and i dont want Hot Mamas to ever end.
Here's to you lovely idiots, i love yall! (:

2009-06-03T00:12:00.002+08:00

CLASS CHALET 2008 ^^ (look at danny!)

hopefully, there'll be many repeats of those lovely moments tmr! thank god there's a day we can go out afer being bereft of all the Hot Mama nonsense! XDD i miss you guys too much lah.all in different classes sumore.no time to craaaaaaap mann.so im gonna make FULL USE of tmr and crap the crap ut of yall.MOOOHAHAHHAHA *evil laughter*

i've been practicing persis alot.like what the hell.sometimes its fun sometimes its painfully annoying.the running notes lah! make me wanna separate and make them semibrieves instead.hahaha..
eh eh.my family rocks when it comes to cards okaay.my birthday card is supeerr nice (: wish i could scan the whole thing and put up for display here but typical computer idiot idk how to :/ now my momma knows im into chinese guys -.- gosshh.

Daddy bought me japanese curry! hahahaha.tashnym likes it alot nowww.hahahaha.i think i can influence her into anything luh.gaaaaah.i feel like a dead vegetable staying home all day on a holidaaay.wah if i know i'd have flew down somewhere and done some shopping seh.tsk! Heh.nemind lah at least i gotta entertain KP (:

spent my birthday sending 'sick' people to the doctors bytheway.like wow right? i did good deeds on my birthday! and i stuffed myself too D: had like four different HEAVY dishes during the day itself.i could'nt resist the delifrance treat laaah.teehee.okay now im hungry :D

2009-06-01T00:37:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRHDAY TASHRYN! YAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

okay now that i've wished myself, i wanna thank all the others who wished me! LOL.thanks ah guys! i wont mention the names but you know who you are so smile and just know that iloveyou (:

limin's concert at SCH.suffian kept falling asleep.hahaha! he's not this type of person lah.which guy who surfs on escalators and sings to uptempo techno songs can sit down and enjoy music at a concert you tell me.hahaha..funny lah.i only liked the Beethoven piece though xP

so then afer the concert, Fakhrin Jonathan and Congyao came along.more fun lah! we had dinner at lau pa sa there.after so long im eating there! not bad ah..kay anw it was messy with the mee kuah.hahahha.shuffled all the way to esplanade.joleen cant shuffle properly! she's like marching 90 degrees when she does it can.sumore that woman cant walk straight -.- lols.clement kept gaying with fakky and sufian got jealous.HAHAHHAHAHA.men nowadays...haiyoo..the ubikayu was being such an ass poking everyone in the stomach.damn pain can! he still punched me so hard.tsk!

there was a 'naked' guy singing korean and jap songs on the stage..the backup singers so cool lah.with the retarded dance movements and all.we shuffled (joleen style) to marina square where my painful birthday began...

Fakky and wanxuan went to get cake for me.they came back and surprised singing happy birthday and all that.it was sweeet of them luh (: but of course the idiotic fakhrin had to start making me chase him everywhere when i smushed chocolate on his face and he did worse to me.i think i was like chasing a big baboon lah.he made me run 2 whole rounds and inside the shopping mall also! test my stamina only uh that guy..so he was on the escalator going up.and i was on the other side going down.ollowing my crazy instincts to run after them i ran up the escalators and fell like a bigfat elephant.my shes fell off and the couple who just got on were staring at me.like im some insane woman trying to climb escalators.i paiseh sia! then i just run up and hide beside a dustbin.panting like shit uh.

luckily suffian and wanxuan picked up my shoes! damn that fakhrin.now i've got like a cat's pawprint scar on my left foot.hahahha! fun lah.painful alsoo.yeahp i won't forget this birthday ever i think.stupid escalators.
NEVER GO UP WHEN THEY GO DOWN.dont end up like me xD

ARIGATOUU again to the lovely peeps who wished me! and also for the looooovely presents! Pandicine! yours is amazing (: i wont lose it i promise! hahaha.

15 years in this mad world.i'm surviving...hope i can go on yeah(:
De toi a moi, c'est tres bien pour 15.

2009-05-24T14:53:00.002+08:00

AH what has life done to you. i know if i say it must be hard doing what you do, its useless cos no one can do what you do.you take everything that comes your way as as curveball that needs to bend the other way round.but what if it wont bend the way you want it to? in your dictionary there's no such thing is okay,im done.its over.
the way you take it with such great bravery and spirit...its shows you have this undying sense of motivation and courage in you.i love you.whatever's holding you back for this iota amount of time right now, i know that you'll jump right over and move on.
because its what you do best.maybe you deserve a break but remember what i showed you that time?

Life's a sandwich thats full of shit. An d everyday, we take a bite of it.
Now you enjoy yours.Don't spit out what you alrdy ate.

2009-05-16T22:41:00.004+08:00

HOOOORAAAY :D

i've got no pictures to posst actually.this one suited best at most uhh(:
pssssst.HARDCORE GAY-is HOT. ed's note: Arashi no Shukudaikun epi 134.
so its 3 days into freedom.and my first post.well sorryy laaah.its not like this liberty of boredom is permanent right.i was busy celebrating.like evryone else =D

THURSDAY! even jingyi the brain said amath was tough -.- well ganbatte for me lah huh.i needed to scream.after-exam effect condition.so the four witches (its what mr shafee refers to us btw) got on their broomsticks and flew to amk hb where we fought and finally decided to watch 'the uninvited'.horror movie neh.i've got reason to scream (: and with a pig among the witches we hunted for food the entire time while waiting fr the movie to start.funny shit uhh.all the stuff we ate.BALLS-FORM.hotdog balls, tako balls and so on.i love my tako balls.the chicken pieces all so bigg.HAHAHHAA joleen maree dun jealous xP
the movie was well..stupid.the ending not nice laah! then we all so angry xD mich and i liked the sister.she's so cool.kay and the bitch in the movie turned out to be okay after all.see nice bitches do exist in this world.lols.
went searching for mariani's sister's bday gift after.spent too much time at the artbox place.okay lah mich its a nice place i admit so shaddup.NTUC proves the best place to find like whatever.joleen went crazy in there.like the last time we were at Giant.HAHAHHHAHAH we bullied mich,threw our bags all over the place,looked at sanitarypads,compared bras,stole nutella.it was mad.lucky i told maree to get all the nice purple stuff for her sister if not i think we'd be stuck in there forever -.- went mad somemore then went home sleepy.lols mad witches xD

FRIDAY! didnt have to scream anymore but i did have to GET OUT OF THE HOUSE.no way in hell was i gonna stay at home and sew cardigans.LOL like i would! i'd just start my drama marathon.MET PAAAAAANDICINNNNE! yaaaaaaaaaay.oh plus the singsong hippo eunice.hahaha.can you believe it she's scared of me? she say my stare very scary.what the.i was like omg am i even scary at all? okay i'll try not to stare so much now.hahah.we watched 17 again at vivo.late late movie.the best fiend is desperate and funny.his son is hot.okay zac efron you are sexy.but i dont like your stupid girlfriend (: after after, left those two and aller-ed to french.

with the exams nearing pierre keeps making us do the whole oral/writing shit.c'est vraiment difficile! try sittng in front of a person who's shooting random questions at you so fast its worse than the the bullet trains in japan.and its all FRENCH.like the words they're conversing to you just go inside your head in a blur.come one lah, how to pass oral like that? and its only A2! im scared to go to B alrdy -.-
lucky i've got yiling to suffer with me in november later.yeah, hopefully i'll get through with the french exams and PASS.then maybe i could go to France and visit my cousins with Shao Wei =D hahaha.her mum is so funny.she does'nt want her to go to europe cos she thinks she's too young to appreciate the culture.weird right.ppl 15 ledi okay.

wow not bad ah.i type so much.hmmm.today right? i had the whole day to spend for my pleasure.Hehehh.slackk lah.ponned tuition.sorry ah zhiting pangsehd you agn.i dun feel like Amath lah.beeen eating lots of POLO sweets.the minty ones.so addictive! =D
okay im watch my porn now.happy pulling hair people.

2009-04-18T22:43:00.004+08:00

whats another term for 'i suddenly feel so scared for what's my life at stake'?
i've been getting this weird feeling quite a lot nowadays.is it suppose to mean something or am i just being paranoid again.who can tell when jennifer hudson is screaming her big-ass voice at me on tv.yes my sister's watching 'dreamsgirls' again -.-
my ears pain siia.shaddup lah hudson.okay now its beyonce,better abit.hmm..its panda season again.eyebags are the new fashion tad lah huh.everyone seems to have them.Hahaha..
next week's gonna be busy.i gotta cram all my studying to night time again.GAAAH more baggy eyes uh.eh i really hope going on monday will like spur me on to do what
i want lah.really..talking about this future stuff with Finn is making me all worried again.i wanna start in June.but then its my last holiday.like a for-real one.i dont want some crappy shit holiday where i have to do stuff i dont want to do and postpone all my dates again.so fustrating okay! tsk.
things better start to speed up.or maybe slowing down is better.even what im saying now doesnt make sense.nothing does anyway.

i got a PEP talk again! wheeeeeeeeeeee~ so fun lah to hear people tell you that you're amazing and no one can stop you from doing anything you want.its like immediately you wanna get up and start thrashing about the world showing eveyone who's boss.it does it does.TRYYYY.

so im going on hiatus starting this week.must start early later really no time at all.haiishhhh.how do i see myself in fifteen years? i wont say, i'll do.st

And my dearest beloved Nino, i still love you no matter what.woman or no woman.

hell this'll just make you wanna 'oppah! XDD

2009-04-11T11:05:00.001+08:00

SAXES ICE SKAAATING!
Four people who make class-life fun(:

Hopelessly Cute Nerd.Helplessly Adorkable.Happyless -something- Dumbo :DD
my mouth was getting cold uhh.hahaha.thanks ah fakhrin.
Best Picture ((:

sorry ah but its really standard how i only update like one or twice a week.maybe quite seldom a random post in the middle of the night while im chionging school work on the com.heeee.dont expect too much yeah (:

SAXES ICE SKAAAAAATING! hahaha.that was last sunday.first time at Kallang Ice World le.though i stay so near.hardly go there.and we've all never ice-skated before until that day! well except for Bea.she's so pro can! and i tell you Junchun is hopeless at balancing himself.he's the one who kept faalling all over himself when we stepped into the rink.HAHAHAHAHHAA.reminds me of Wanxuan! i hold her also she can fall down.cos she keep leaning back -.- but then later on everyone was so happy skating here and there and making each other fall~ weeeeee~ you're welcome Panda! (: NO PAIN NO GAIN.haha.i think me Fakhrin and Bea learned quite fast ah.lols.self-praiseee^^

i think Jonathan was really the clown of the day.the way he fall ah, really sia the impact is like WOAH! i see him my ass pain alrdy.hahaha.Eileen was so scared so she stayed on the sidelines at first.clement and congyao were moving around everywhere.yaddayadda.we ate PASTAMANIAAAAAAAA.omg like finally i get to unravel the beautiful taste of pizza and whatever in my impatient tastebuds.i shared a pizza with Bea and it was yummmay (: walked around and played everywhere then i went home with Bea.hahhaha.so sadded lah never stayed long enough to witness Jon's retarded bowling.people bowl still can so stress le! HAHAHAHA~ eh next time go where ah? someplace cold again ah! heeee (:

now for SPOOORTS DAAAAAAAAAAAY!
i'll talk about happyhappy stuff cos i dont wanna be Happyless okay.hahaha.i sat with the Helplessly Adorkable and we had so much fuuuuuuuuun! Crapping fo course.eh Sihan,Ricolaaaaaaaaaaaa! hahhahahha.all the cellilute and flabbylegs! LOL that woman is funny lah! and thanks Happyless for sparing a Blueberrybun for me.i think i wouldve died if it were'nt for that bun.hahahaha.class was half missing.most on duty or whatever.mr shafeee was reading his newspaper -.- forever lah that guy.anyway, Dianah run damn fast can! hahahhaa.not surprising lah that chicken girl! XD anyway went to eat after that with her and Joleen and Sis and Nadia.talked till the evening faded and the sun went down.conquered the backseat of bus 51 and went home to do Bio project.weeee~ isnt life fun.

2009-04-03T12:14:00.002+08:00

i love sitting beside this idiot! we went through almost everything together (:
this sick idiot always asking me for tissue XD eh cheeyuan,you want this photo not? HAHAHHAHA~
THE ROCK ON MELAYUS!
ZEEE.i miss her.
QM UNIFORMS! we are blessed by he buddha! XD

we got shining silver.i cried cos it was funny.too bad we didnt get the Gold we deserved huh.if not i would've kissed Faj and GuoWei and Wanxuan would've loved it..
SAXES, i love you guys.thankya'll for everything we've been through as a section (:
this sunday! ice skating!! cant wait.oh and thanks also to all the people who supported me and the band as a whole before during and all for syf.not possible without you guys =D
on a special note, SIHAAAAN MY DEAR HELPLESS WOMAN.you really eased my tension with Aiba yeah.

2009-03-29T20:40:00.001+08:00

i cant breathe properly.all the crap stuck in my throat.yucks man.
gotta study fr Emath test tmr but i cant move.
Sihan's doing a great job entertaining me now with her made-up nonsense XD

2009-03-27T23:39:00.002+08:00

My aunt graduated! like officially..woots! Earned herself a diploma in sciences and majored in Psychology ^^ woah im so proud of her.sharing a room with someone who studies so damn hard for a uni degree is cool uhh.get to witness all the different levels of stress.lols.then maybe i can anticipate mine :/ hahahaha.

im being lesbo with JiaYi on msn now its so fun lah! we're gossiping on how MsTanYiing has fallen desperately in LOVE with B! HAHAHHAHA.oops what if got HGS ppl come here see this then boom.she's dead (:

we had SCUMFUN last sunday.my only real holiday lah can.tsk! they made it seem more real for me (: Mostly it was,
apples from hot guys in hats and suits.365 ways to say 'i love you'.pink blouses and tubes at Mango.Jiayi's im not late just lagging badge.360degree turn spiderman.played have-you-ever.tomato soup and banana pizza at pasta mania.donuts and garlic bread.four stages of BGR and the two B's who play football.

HAHAHA i have to mention here how im so happy i did something totally new for computer idiots that i want to kiss myself.you wanna know how? come find me XD
screwed the debate today.totally last minute but with someone like Marcus beside you to side-track and talk nonsense, things can happen (:

i dont wanna get sick.too many problems alrdy.this will just make it worse.i dont wanna lag.i'll handle the 'late' part.

2009-03-20T23:07:00.001+08:00

play me a time-song.

2009-03-20T21:10:00.002+08:00

From the chicago cheesecake to lovely icecream.how creative can kajiyama get uh? HAHAHAHA.i think its the way he inteprets music and conveys it to us lah.that cute japanese-american slang plus the all the random 'zaabeedaabeedappa' sounds.it makes you wanna play cos you love the music.feel when you play then make good sound and add emotion.yeahp its it (: wish he could stay forever luh.

Well im totally Panda-fied now.Cheeyuan even mistook my eyebags for like red shade of idk wad makeup thing he was saying.shoooot maaan.its worse than i thought.when i look in the mirror i see a zombie staring back.i dont want eyebags! nor dark circles! Dont tell me sleep deprivation is causing this because DU-UH.the whole week i've been getting up earlybirdy and not being able to drag my sleeping time.cannot lose patience right so what to do? shaddup and lag in your homework.YAAAAY.

So at least me and Sabrina finally got moving with the MB project.delay until so long i dont think it'd be fair if Nicole and the rest did all the work.it was fun and quiet in macs at hp nighttime.me and Semen doodled and made weird font discoveries with her laptop standingby every now and then.retarded lah.did drafts and abit of powerpoint.im satisfied with that for now i guess.Hee..

i dont like it when this happens.you suck up our time then we cant do so many things.like spend time with family! then people wanna plan outing also the time so limited.suck ass lah.its nobody's fault but everyone's making it seem like its someone's.when the dispute comes, get the wrong idea and plans fail.NANDE! putain time.there's never enough if it.

2009-03-13T20:29:00.003+08:00

i screwed my english and im so bloody unhppy with it.WHYYYYYYY! Has my english really taken a downfall for the worst? And what have i ever done to deserve this shitty results? i dont care about the rest for now but english? please lah! its suppose to be my best subject can.Emath i got A1 big deal.it was a close shot and i dun really care.yeah yeah Math is imprtant, but how can you live when you don't get a gade good grade for english? its ragingly depressing luh D:
Dont tell me this means i gotta start paying attention in english.cos i never did to begin with.my rock-on partner Marcus always did that for me.jeeeeeeez lah.i've failed myself.all because of how i forgot to follow the stupid format.putain ah! Time to pretend guna's the best english teacher on this planet.eeyerr XP

Haiyaaaah! im supposed to be doing research for the 3 projects i have to do but instead i come here to lament my sadded life out.its stupid is'nt it? Can i just migrate to nowhere now? i dont even wanna think about all the Emath workshits i have to do.and the tests i gotta study for when i get back after the hols.let alone the essays! you tell me,is one week of the 48 weeks we have in a year enough? try lah.with almost three quarters of it being taken up by CCA? im not blaming anyone here.im just saying..SPARE US SOME TIME LAH.

You know this was suppose to be a HAPPYDEESUPERRDEE post.now its not -.- dammit man.i need to set my priorities right.for real now.i just got a nice little pep talk from my mama.she's so amazing sometimes lah.the way she treats us ah,she totally gets it and understands.i love you lah mummy.i promise i'll pay more attention in class and ask mariani to shaddup and listen with me (:

Last of all,PANDICINE!!! you my second mummy right? thanks ah.ehh i need help with Amath leh XD kay that was random.anyway, thanks for literally turning me into a panda ah.tell your good friend fakhrin go find his own gay partner and not steal my husband! XDD

2009-03-07T23:13:00.002+08:00

white day gifts from serrhannie! the yellowsmilies are yummy lah! :D
story of woman and banana XD
YEEEY US!

HAAAAH.so the banana story's a long one.what with me and joleen using it the wrong way throughout the whole time.and i think it got quite seasoned cos everyone kept wanting to touch/hug/snuggle it.even ms choog! lols.im sure Mariani knows what to do with it at home uhh XP happy sweet 15th yah my lovely partner! keep tolerating my nonsense.another two minus 3 month years to go (:
the QM's did a little something for Meijia too ne.it was kinda really belated but its the thought that counts rite? Btw the card was budget but brimming with all the QM Unis' looove =D happy sweet 16th youbigred tomato!

i seem to be pretty uncouth these days.abit only i get agitated and my hands fly.no self-control anymore.haiyaaah.so much stuff to deal with all at one time.not fair lah.plans fail okay! No one's perfect and when you expect them to be its just stupid.i really have no idea who im shooting this to but if you're reading this then maybe its just YOU.teehee.i skipped french again.poor yiling..sorry lah huh you gotta tahan Pierre's french crap.

Hmmm..OH YAAAAAH.I WANNA WAIIIIIL ABOUT CLASS PHOTOOOO! Mr Shafee uh! busy wasting time in re-service when he damn right knows we need him to complete the class photo! Tskkk!! pissed me off when they just anyhoo throw some random teacher who didnt even take us for at least two days to fill in for mr shafee.before taking the photos,the whole class started calling out for Mr Shafee.in desperate hope that he'd just come running from somwhere and take the bloody class photo with us D: ahh screw them lah.i wonder what people do in reservice anyway.hmmmm..

tsk,got so much Emath to do tmr.plus the tuition! pffft.i think im just gonna look forward to sectional outing on 15th! (:

2009-02-28T22:10:00.004+08:00

STAND FOR ARASHI

What me and Amira kept screaming to everyone before after and during the Believe PV.even to the people outside upstairs downunder.we could'nt control ourlselves lah! Sihan just kept saying i love Aiba all the way.ohmypoorpoorass!!! the whole thing is out even before the due date it was suppose to arrive at.is'nt that lovely? Nino's hair cut and pose at 1.22 made me BLEED to the end uhh~ im gonna hug Amira on Monday!! and Nadia (:

back to reality, common tests just ended this thursday.actually friday for me cos i had to do my geog paper late.lucky munirah was there to help me recall facts.hahaha.uhh..woah.lols.i dont know what to say here.practically everything's in my little brightgreen notebook.which almost got confiscated by the angelinajolie wannabe teacher in english -.- please lah.i was freakin writing down my homework! she made me promise her i'd do correctiveworkorder if she ever saw it again.And she's so money minded lah! never bring homework pay 20 cents lah 1 buck lah.Finn was super pissed that day cos of that.tskkk!
let me tell you a secret.Marcus is obsessed over Pokemon and Adriel keeps spilling out his ex love-life with Barbie and HelloKitty.its disgusting and retarded for these two nerdoes lah! but super funny.i couldnt stop LOL-ing when Adriel talked about silicon boobs.double personality sia that guy.please do not be fooled by his whole im-so-pure outlook.

i got SS back alrdy.A1 ne! ^^ happy arh.you know Mr Shafee's actually a good teacher.the whole class has evolved to like him and we can even bully him abit now.i think i could say we can somehow sense his moodswings alrdy.so we know when he has PMS or not.HAHAHHAA.inside joke uh.shhhh :D

Got 2 more weeks to the march hols.most of it gonna be Band-ed.a little project stuff here and there.hmmm..i think im gonna pull more hair out XP

Pandicine! lols!now im thinking about the google image definition.so not related lah! can we just stick to the chemical equation? (:

2009-02-14T20:16:00.001+08:00

Pandicine! <3

2009-02-14T19:40:00.002+08:00

ignore amoetential this is 3E3! ( we love yellow yah!)

mr shafee ah! his pose he go run away from the pic -.-

AHHH we were HYPAAAH i tell you.

tard,you know you love yellow (: And your life rocks with me in it!

we made everyone LAAAA!

LALALA~ Ah talking abot camp makes me wanna jump up and scream the shafee cheer again! Hahahahha..we've got our signature e3 pose too ne ^^ goshh it was tiring fun sweaty and retarded all the way luh.

Day1: watched IP MAN in the bus! lols.no one wanted to get off seeing all the violent punches getting thrown everywhere.but the bus driver was kind enuf to pause it for us till we got back le.hahaha..Rocket race was more of catapult actually.there was the LA people with remus,zhengkang and ming2 in our group.we had about one hour and we took all of it to get the greenball flying.it was kinda fustrating at first cos we did'nt know how to attach the ball to the thing.the physics ppl saved us in the end.thanks mingxuan! hahaha.during the race,our group's ball flew the furthest and e3 won! YAAAAAH (: i did'nt wanna dismantle the whole thing D: like all our hard work uh.

IP man-ed in the bus to sentosa where our group Lcube ran around in Amazing race.was'nt that amazing with all the dense clues they were giving us lah.tell me ah,what does tweetybird have to do with an open theatre? -.- i got pissed with the clues.hahaha.but one clue was found thanks to moi okay! like BenAndJerry's.i randomly shouted icecream and that was the answer! yay me :D

bus rides in sentosa are funfun esp when you get to conquer.lols.we saw jap students!! and heard lotsa koreans.woah that place is packed with them lah.happyhappy^^ Maree was obsessed with BikiniBar.wahahhaaha~ and kevin our instructor learns kor -.- mich was beaming like an idiot.he could'nt understand my french anyhow.that aduer guy.

day TWOOO! supaaah hypaaah laaah! dragon boat splashed here and there everywhere until we stunk like animals from the sea.the best part was me mariani and joleen all bathing in the cublicle together.HAHAHHA.i never bathe with two ppl in the same cubicle as me before tau.oh oh oh! and when we were changing before dragonboating,maree and me got stuck in one of the damn cublicles.stupid locks dont bloody work.yeahp we experienced goodgood stuff ne ((:

back to school to rehearse for campfire show.high-ed and low-ed in class.everyone was'nt really up to it cos we were really tired by that time but altogether we came up with some awesome crappy stuff with the pompoms and all.btw,shireen snapped a retarded picture of me when i wasn't looking and it was shown on prpjector screen to the whole cohort.thanks ah beb,you make me wanna pull your shorts down now XD

Campfire! Ahhhhh powerrr laah! this time hyper level reached its peak maxmaxmax alrdy.the LA's sitting in front sumore.joleen did something i'd never never forget.it can make me laugh like no never sia.we sabo-ed mich and shiva.mooohahhahaha.both will never forget this OILY day XDD

our performance went terrrific.now everyone's addicted to the shafee cheer.seriously!! gawwd mr shafee you're our mascot already.i wanna laugh like a horse now.the night was LALALALA.i love e3 deepdeep ah! took pictures at the student hub,jumped around sumore then went home with marissa and mich.ahhhh,campcampcamp i love.

Daddy,you really have no idea how much this means to me.Happy Vday especially to you my lovely daddy.i love you.

2009-02-07T22:44:00.002+08:00

i can't stop laughing at the second last pic!! the first thing i did when wanxuan sent it was LAUGH.hahahhahahaha XDD i don't get whats so funny lah.maybe its Alicia's face? Lols! Im friggin licking her lah.which she wanted me to do -.- teehee.

RETARDEDs UNITE! Yeeeeeeeeey (:

Scarier!! IMISSYOU ALOT ALOT LAH CAN! When you came back..wah somehow i felt so much more retarded than the usual.its like when you're gone a retarded part of me is missing..i especially miss you pinching the calves of my legs.and poking you! just between you and me ah,the horny conversation we had about ur chapter 17 of Bio is crystal clear in my head now.hahahha..do come back when you're not too busy in TJC yah? (:

Pandicine!! we're bothe heads of PandicineMinds so we're bothe EQUALLY popular lah okay? :D

F.O.S made so many cry..i wonder if he's gnna show his so called "angry" side soon? hahaha..i wanna see! i wanna see! we could have SpecialGayMoments laughs in class again.

lalala to Takashimaya is not a bad thing,scum.

2009-01-31T00:11:00.002+08:00

Ask me where i found this! I'd say heaven of the hotness ^^

eh why am i posting naked boys ah? lols.later dunno who come here and start prowling i die.Ah this shud be in my lj lah.But its smexxsmexxsmexx what.And its not censored (:

she's started her switching-from-here-to-there nonsense again.i already told you woman,i like where i am and im all settled in.you wanna put me somewhere else now for what? And fr what damn purpose? Send me to the the other side of the country might as well send me to the other side of the world right.i rather go somewhere farfaraway than just fly to where pigs can't even go.its downright insolent for you to just say something like that all of a sudden then expect me to change my whole life in one second.how'd you feel if i do the same thing to you? Unfair right.Don't tell me its for my own good because we all know that its just part of a distraction scheme.there's such a thing called democracy okay.Btw,it exists in S'pore too.

2009-01-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

you know i had no idea she was photogenic.Ahh Puteri you're so cute(:

Rykin uhh.stop grabbing my fone all the time! hahaha.

Aishah! She's so pretty right! Uncle Shaun you better make her my Aunt XD

If i were shameless, i'd say Adorable is referring to the both of us :X

we were all cuddled up watching Rush Hour 2.

Ryshan's bday at the chalet.we were right infront of the pool -.- i wish i had brought extra clothes ah.half the time i was eating outside i wanted to jump right in. Note to self: Always bring extra clothes when there's water around.so anyway..the first thing i did was eat corn.haha! then the next 4 hours was going around snatching bbqchicken from everyone.

oh oh! baby Eva's cheeks are so full.like i wanna never stop pinching them! teehee.makes me think of Ohno's squishy cheeks XD she's got the whole german look from her father ah.but still the malayness from Kak Tini.

the whole familay gang was there.it was like we were having our own CNY party there.no lah this one is MalayNewYear.HAHAHA.so cool~

Sheriz came back from France and he said it was awesome.He said food is number one amazingness and when my mum asked him if French people are romantic as they make out to be he said YEAAAH.the men treat women with such a huge amount of respect you won't believe it and and! they're so carefreeeeee~ as in they don't care about what other ppl think they just do their own stuff.its clearly FREEDOM.so moral of the story, i want to go to France.good thing i got cousins there so that makes it a teenybit easier (: we shall see what happens ne.now i have to just get the hang of the language -.-

my blog song feels so childlike..and i love it ne! *down down down!..* hehehe.Uta no Oniisan is really sugoi lah! epi 2 only Kenta-kun make me laugh and cry at the same time! Haiiish.i hope the Prince just gets lost uh.stupid Panties Prince XD

my lovely Onee-chan Miiratsu sent me the super clear version of Believe! im practically bouncing to the song now uh! hahaha.eh my husband got his hair cut , he looks superrr so many years younger now ^^ but then hor, idk why Fakky wants to steal him from me.too cute lah kann. eh Fakk you got ur Erdle woman ledi ah shoo can.

Ah im still bouncing! Tmr's Rauf's partayy at the beach! Mooore bbqchicken yaw :D

2009-01-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

her reaction to the magazines were so fake -.- but of course me and amira just ignored (:

the three idiots flipping through tokyo and south kor maps.haha! Dianah found the Nagoya Castle we went to!

how putain adorable is this? i can't stand how young he looks at 28 lah.

And of course, the HIGHLIGHT of the trip~ i was so scared i missed it that time when Sihan told me it was'nt there anymore.but you see you see!! it was hiding behind the usual area,like about 8 feet away from the cashiers.RNK BANNER I WANT TO RIP YOU OUT AND HANG YOU IN MY ROOM.

i flailed with her ^^

After CNY celebrations (which everyone felt super-retarded doing -.-) we chowed to Orchard.no before that followed Nadia go change her shoes and panties.in the bus we talked about french and yknw what ah,i did'nt know ly'cee can become lychee.HAHS! im still laughing when i think about it can! Nadd your french is teruk ah..but i taught you the alphabets and ah du tua ledi so dont throw my face hor! XD " ellemennopeh" hahaha.

nothing at HMV so sadded but we lalala-ed at Taka~ wahahhaa.went KINO lah then! it was there when me and amira saw the RNK banner and went flailing to Arashi heaven.how come its still there ah? Yabai ne.i seriously wanted to steal it away! we got pissed when suddenly 2 malay girls from dk where came and started oogling at the stuff also.then i heard so loudly the short one say 'omg Nino's eyes are like so hot lah!' wah at that point i wanted to slap her sial.come on lah you kyapi-kyapi don't say that infront of the wife can! TSK.

Hehh.life just kept moving after that.we went looking for POSB everywhere cos no money.then went to Novena to eat at TanTockSeng.yahh the hospital -.- let Nadd do her kor thing fr awhile and became more dense.Amira does'nt know where i live and she was touching my *ick in the train.HAHHAHAHHA.cos we were all sardined up and her wallet was at my area down there.still can 'eh tashryn..,look..' moohahhaha.that woman ah.haishhh.

my momma's screaming for her Celtics.the basketball match uh.yah she watches.you should see how high she gets watching it.so toot.lols.i spilled alot to mydearbeloved hezelnut today and im glad she understands stuff so well.i learned how to use my USB to transfer photos in my phone to the com.please,i am dense.get used to it.Uta no Oniisan is coming alrdy and i still can't wait for 4th march.Satoshi you better stop looking younger and younger.

Screw the whole pile of homework i have to do and all the damn tests i have to study for.eh malays wanna celebrate cny also leh.

we alrdy have the fridge bursting with oranges :D

2009-01-20T21:12:00.001+08:00

why are you being such an idiot? stop potraying the evil side of everything.

2009-01-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

i hate how some things just blow up in ur face when u least expect to.haiishh! this really sucks all the piss out of me.why now? you know u forced me to do this.stupid stupid stupid.yah and im sorry i got us into this.

okay putting all anger aside..im getting more homework everyday.haha duhhh tashryn you're sec 3 what'd you expect? that day me and candy were saying..almost everytime u check if there's hmewk the word MATH appears.no kidding uh.its always popping up everywhere.the Goh people dont like Amath i wonder why.now im glad there's Mah with us.its going okay with the scumbag tho.F.O.S still but idk uh maybe i just might start to appreciate him who knws? but he's totally being biased lah thats the sad part -.-

nowadays i hear alot of poly and jc stuff going ard..what people got back their O's results and suddenly the whole country is buzzing with where to go after sec school? garrh.im sick of all the 'what are you gnna do in the future' shit.pressure lah.its not even my year to get all nerdy.

happystuff is Arashi's Believe LE! okay the cover has'nt come out yet but its obviously gnna be full of satoshi squishyness! *squeals* the mp3 rip is out also ne..yay yay yay! its at least one thing to look forward to.

i've had a shocking night twice in a row.people have gone bongkers,i cannot believe it.now music at the esplanade better not make it a 3 times night disappointment.

2009-01-12T21:07:00.002+08:00

wahaha.got 'grounded' for the weekend.had a late nite with saxes on friday.cca open house what.lets just say i pulled through with Bea squeezing my arm XD oh and i know what PCC is alrdy! YEEEY.im updated!

school's just fun with me and maree fooling around.we made our own powder-perfume thingy that day during Amath.LOLS.i like smelling different things ne ^^ and greentea plus greenapple rocks!

putain ah.the scumbag made me cry with bruised toilet doors.

2009-01-04T21:04:00.002+08:00

first day was fast.
towards the end at least.assembly was tortorous uh.tsk.idk most of my teachers :/
i got picked on first day of school alrdy.nadd says its gnna be hard.well its life ne? (:
i had a lazy weekend.sunday mostly.dizzy all over so i just read twilight and dreamed ^^
oh you knw what,i dont like scumbags.i gtta deal with one this year.RAAAAH.
and im SOVERYGLAD i came in during the red-tie generation.

2009-01-01T03:38:00.003+08:00

yeah thats us rite there.just yesterday we all got to that outing we've been planning for like eons.from a sleepover to onebyone going off to camp and msia to this.and yet again,dion couldnt come D: but of course it was still awesomee with the rest of the scums.

to sum it all up: being early sucks,boring lives without each other,crepes,chocolate,KFC,joakim gomez,newurbanmale,neoprints,TWILIGHT!,picspams and xoxoxo.

now i've GOT to sueal about twilight okay! two words: Robert Pattinson! XD

you knw actually i find taylor really cute too but with his long hair in the thing,i think i wait for moonlight then i squeal about him (: but robert,aaaaahhh.the haair! the skin! the arms! heee.i sound like i just came back from acting as rose in the titanic -.- anyway,the way he kisses Bella is amazing laaah.*melts* i could watch it a million times.hot vampire alrite.

okay enough.i could go on forever about him.teehee.

its almost four now.im awaaake! cos this time i stayed up to watch Rush Hour 3! HAHAHAHA.ehh last night okay.i mean its already 2009 so why celebrate sleeping? hahaha.idk lah maybe i just dont feel like sleeping.i scared later i dream of edward cullen XP happy new morning people! lols.walao eh.the show's in bloody chinese.TSKK! waste my time only.haissh! nemind ah at least im reading twilight now.yes i know im slow shaddup.just got the book today lah.its not even soft copy! sheesh.oh wait oh wait! i got good news!!

tashryn got a new phone! YEEEEY.like finally! God decided he loves me too much to have me start the new year with my cute antique phone.so came along,a new phone! hey when i say new phone ah,dont expect to see me carrying a hitech idkwhatshit branded phone.its a normal nice red&black phone so slim im so friggin scared i'll drop it half the time its in my hands.gosshhh.must take care lah.or else i'll die uh.eh wanxuan,i upgrade to line alrdy okeh! lols.its gonna be a long time before i see you again so better cherish the hug i gave you :D

my new year resolution: it never changes,i just wanna smile more and more.

2008-12-28T02:21:00.002+08:00

its a wonder im still up at this time.hahahha.im staying up to watch my gameboyy ne.i miss him alrdy! XD Letters from Iwo Jima gnna play at 3.45 later on hbo.so right now,its flailandcrap time with miiratsu =D ahh too bad she's not here to watch with me.nemind ah..we going out laterr! in the week.before sch that is.

eh,its like what? less than a week more.ughhh.dont wanna think abt it uhh.so now,i had a shitty christmas.literally i tell you! only joleen and trash knw the story.it was disgusting! think a towel full of shit hanging on a treebranch.HAHAHHA.we spent xmas in the jungle laah.walking 8 km into a stupid jungle where there are so many bloody steps to climb.i mean i dont mind slopes but i get pissed with steps.like we dont have enough steps in the urban side of life alrdy.pffft.i can still feel my right leg muscle bulging out of its sockets.feels gooood ah.lols.

went to JurongBirdPark the next day.and this time we really did go goh zhihui! hahha.sounds funny when you say it.anyway i like the birdpark! what gave me a good impression was the toilets.hahahha.mich you knw whyy.but really ah,they were so nice and clean.and the mirrors were cute.then the birds were beautiful.esp the bright red ones.ohh i saw(and heard) lotsa kors.haha..surprisingly the signs and all had kor and jap translations.usually its not like that deshou? haaa.good laah.they're smarter now.so,after that went to IMM.spent alotalot of time at daiso.cos the stuff there interesting lah.nice to fiddle and play with.hahhaaha.me and my itchy fingers.

hmmm.its about 20 more minutes to the show.im keeping myself awake watching Robert Pattinson on the tyrashow.she sucks lah.so luckyy! get him to bite her neck.somemore he did it so smexxilyy! oh and taylor is hot too yknw! stupid tyra.she acts like a total bitch sometimes.i dont like her anymore.
*walks off to find ellen degeneres*

2008-12-25T12:10:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

okay i cant wait to get this down overr here.sorry if its in total opposite contrast to the whole xmas atmosphere.

i wanna drone on my gameboyy ne.hahahhaaha.let me say it.
i finished watching RNK!!! Ryusei No Kizuna that is.His awesome drama which got me asking kakak pipin to cook Hayashi Rice.when she doesnt knw what it is.lols.im just so blooody proud of myself lah.idk why.maybe its cos usually when it comes to dramas,i take reallyreally long to finish the whole thing up.Especially one that has 10 episodes and each having 4 parts that last about 15 mins each.and i HATE having to stop in the middle of an episode.makes me so pissed force myself to crackmybrain to rmb where i left off.but! I stayed strong yesterday.yeap,xmas eve.hahaah.

the last time i stayed full swing on a drama was with MAOU.hot smexxy fishboy~
so this makes it my 4th sucessfully-watched drama ne.started with YTM in june after japan trip.Maou was during september hols.and Hana Yori Dango seasons 1 and 2 in november.then now during xmas hols.woah..dramathon going on here.oh not to mention HYD final somewhr in july.hahahha.the one where nadd started loving One Love.hahahh.she still cant get over the song.aiya what can i say,jap dramas got huge influence on me.of course with my DoS boys starring in them XD

dont blame me for making such a big deal out of this.im just one happy fangirl here ^^
there's prolly a million others who watched more lah.dont matter.im still happy.hehh.
hey lucky i didnt start raving on about my RNK review,be grateful for that!
okay so bye i gtg.

thanks panda!

2008-12-24T01:01:00.003+08:00

PANDA!

teehee.should i be able to call this record breaking? cos its the second time someone's changed my bloggehh skin for me.and yeap,due to my besotted laziness which wont seem to wear off for now.but look around ne! its awesome~ this is why i love pandawoman so much :D

distraction fr awhile..

AIBA CHAAAAN! gomen i couldnt find a veryveryverehh nice pic of you so i you dont see yourself here.when you deserve to be! HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY.stay good and retarded forever ne! ohh and btw,i dont mind your postal service with Nino XDDD keep the Arashi spirit alive and burning alrite! LOOOVE YOUUU <3

spent the whole day at home today.didnt step out at all except to carry stuff up from the car when momma came back from shengshiong.haha! reminds me of the concall i was having with fajand wx.my 5-min friends! lols.sorry i kept making you guys call back.blame my sister and cousin who said 5y=7! hehehh.i was teachin them uhh.thats how 'life is moving' came about.

two days ago went out with ze Hot Mamas.we were gnna watch twilight but brendan kept complaining he watched it alrdy so it was Yes Man.okay laah.funneh but draaggy.gw not worth bawling about luh.i only liked the part where he said yes to making out with his superr old neighbour.she took out her dentures during the thing.hahhaah!

my mum's got the whole xmas weekend planned out.goshh.i'll be tired.we're gg to a farm.LOL.how random is that? but its the familaay so i guess its okay.hey maybe iill even see sheep.then i can bring back some for sihan to count.you want? XD

christmas eve tmr..i'll be at home watching RNK.the perfect christmas eve.before i forget,ILOVEPANDA!

class chalet cum stuff

2008-12-15T21:38:00.005+08:00

YAY US.i finally got a picture of us :D upside down.hahhaa.
say AHHHHH
the guys were shyy.altho edmund and xavier look comfrtable XD
AHH.the crazy/random people i love :D
i forgot the forkehh.

CLASS CHALET 2008.YAAAAAAAY.my last year with the idiots who made our class so infamous for all the crap we did.esp being totally racist and bullying all the helpless people.hehh.i've had awesome moments with you people lah.too bad we didnt manage to get a whole class photo :/ the guys were shyy ne.
but but still.the second day which we all had FUUUUUUUUUUN at WWW and eating uncooked fishballs and whatnot at nite.yeah man.i was getting into my short hair.cos i like last minute cut it the night before.hehh.just wanted to get rid of the long hair lah (:
i love love loved the part at night when maree came after taking care of her nenek.when all the hotmamas tracked down to the beach to get away from the noise.i think.hahha.i think i dragged them there lah.but we played truth or dare then danial asked me a really stupid question then then..we had GROUP HUG!! YAAAAAAAAY.lmao.i miss them alot alot lah.then next year,all separated..haiz.I LOVE YOU HOTMAMAS!
im grateful maree and ming2 are gnna be thre with me nxt yr ^^

last weekend break record uhh.went out three days in a row with the familaay.friday was airport.saturday somewhere then tution.i think i like ms boh! (: sunday went to some army exhibition thingy then tuitionn again.i got to shoot a real rifle ne..oh oh! i dont wanna act all flailgirly but we saw taufik at simei! yaaaaaaaaay.for the first time live lah so gotta lemme squeal okehh.the batisah guy is hot.trashwoman claims he made eyecontact with her like 4 times.wtfish.i twice of it was also at me lah.stupid woman -.-

last day of band! woots! tmr the band bbq thingy.FOOOOOOOOOOD! and 18 dec! Arashi fangirls outing! yeah man.
wanxuan,HELLOOOOOOOOOO.

2008-12-10T14:40:00.003+08:00

i think its time to do this.

Who's the person that tagged you?
quite a number i cant rmb.huishan,yeeching,joanne etc.
Relationship between you and her? they're all my arashi fangirls ne (:
Three impressions of her?
all three? they are all LOVE put together.
If she becomes your enemy, you will?
i pray we wont.
What will you say to the person you like very much?
i like you.do you like me?
Characteristic i like about myself?
i think i can be really romantic.HAHHAHHAHHAA.
Characteristic i hate about myself?
what's there to hate? i love myself.
For the person whom you hate, you say?
i dont say.i stare.
What do people feel about you?
most say im retarded.but its a compliment.
Your crush?
im faithful yaw,Ninomiya Kazunari.
Pass this to 10 people. (pass it yourself)
1. wanxuan
2. sihan
3. yeeching
4. joanne
5. fajrina
6. michelle
7. nadia
8. joleen
9. yi ting
10. dion
If 5 & 7 were together?
i'd be happy for them.
What colour does 9 like? I don't know.
purple i think..yeah.
Say something about 8
she's my ginvera and she horny.
Who is 2?
wonderful firend/arashi fangirl/loves aiba.
Talk about 3:
OHMIYA <3 i love her lah :D
Who is 10's best friend?
lols.ASK HER.
Who's the sexiest among all 10?
sexiest? who ah?
What colour does 4 like?
RED!
Is 4 single?
for her sho and yamada? always.
an awesome friend.she's like my mother.lols.
Are 5 & 6 best friends?
ehhh..no uh..
9's surname?
TAN.
7's nickname?
you can refer to her as a bitch/salope/ama/or anything else.
Say something to 8.
check if your buttons are opened! XD
Say something to help 9.
no lesbians allowed.HAHAHAHHAHA.
Who does 1 admire?
uhh..me lah.
Where does 1 live?
east coast park.near the sea..
10 of them know who you like?
they better.
Say something to 6 when you see him/her.
TAAAAAAAAARD.i know ure in thai rite now so miss me!
10's spouse?
shall i say it? benjamin! muaahahhahaha.

yay that was fun? heheh.
the rain didnt stop the familay from gg to msia on monday so.im not surprised i got sick.its just so great sitting at home eating famous amos cookies and watching RNK ne.yeah rite.i cant go to the first day of class chalet uh D: boohoo.mama said i gotta stay home another day and rest.and she wont let me sleep overnight! so unfair.idk whats the bloody reason but it was a straight NO.gawwd.who was the one who wanted to spend family time in msia? hmm? putain lah.ohh but we watched BOLT.it was nice..

i remembered last year during this chalet period i went for the first day then then the second it was spent with yiting,dion,jia and tze at WWW too.and i slept over at yiting's house! that was no problem.of course my mum had her fair share of calling every few hours asking what i was doing and where..the usual.but at least she let me stay over! pfffffft.so unpredictable they can be these days.i want another slpover with the scums ne! yiting and dion get ur asses back from HK now.

eh its scary.but i think i need counselling again.where are you Ms Joy?

2008-12-07T00:11:00.003+08:00

you see zhi hui you inspire me to put my very first blog song.i dedicate it to you (:
a few minutes in the making and i miss you alrdy! LOLS.stay evil and feathery.ohmygawd it feels like you're dying or something.hahaha.but u still inspired me! amira got me hooked to this song in the bus back from genting! thank you woman im so loving it.better than kattun's white xmas.hah!

2008-12-06T23:29:00.004+08:00

woots! 2e2 band members! ^^
we're our own best section! stupid faj and jc XD

the band's second promotion and recognition day.somehow this year seemed different than the last.haha.QM uniform ne ^^ which reminds me,welcome to our wonderful department dianah and cong yao! (: you are gonna be so stressed and happy.
which means that very SADDEDLY,our beloved goh zhi hui has to leave behind all her feathers and chicken nuggets.mo more 'snuggling up the qm room' as she puts it and packing up the million and one stuff inside and bullying me XP ahhhhhhh!! im gonna miss that evil woman!

congrads trombones for best section (: xiaojun for best sl! today with fakky,wx and xj i suddenly feel so..pumped up.hahhaa.idk how to say lah.like when fakk said we gotta be strict then xj started doing her woah-so-scary diao look.so must start practicing being MEAN.lets see.who wants to teach me? haha.

oh i'll do that quiz thingy tmr alrite.

2008-12-02T22:12:00.002+08:00

SAXOHORNISTS! :D

i cant keep avoiding posting about the genting trip any longer.this is just one of the shots.there's more so when i finally get it from the ibab i'll talk about the trip okay? yeah (:

i've missed alotalotalot of birthdays and now im just gonna quickly make up for it so,bear with me alright.

in order i think,
CLEMENT/the ubi one.
NUR FAJRINA BTE SULAIMAN/you're so lucky you got ice-cream cake in genting.
OHNO SATOSHI/i celebrated yours with amira so stay squishy! <3
ALICIA LEE/ scarier i miss you so much!
CHINEN YUURI/gomen i totally forgot you were turning sweet 15 this year!
YAOTOME HIKARU/its your birthday todaaay! im gnna post a picture of you BIG BIG.tmr (:

2008-11-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

i sorta promised wanxuan i'd post today.with so many distractions lately.hehh.not your fault lah onehh woman.

so i missed out some stuff that happened earlier this week.let me go back in time for awhile okehh?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HO WANXUAN.
HAPPY BATH DAY SIHAN.

yeah! now im done.so i think me mich,sisterr and onehh woman went out on her birthday.to the beach.where some of us were high and stupid and the others emoowed.i think i treat mich like a maid uhh.but she's friggin annoying tard sometimes!hehhh.
my sweat wasnt wasted! that special guest appearance on yesterday blew everyone off ne..wahh! come back again!!

it was all the little happy reunion with fakky after band ytd too.i miss that bastard lah! he looks so tanned after OBS.but hot lah kan..haha! dun kembang hor fakhrin if you see this XD

the 'onehh onehh' joke still in my head.LOLS!
well im sorry this has to be short.im getting my BEAUTIFUL DAYS tmr!

2008-11-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

that day i happened to see japanese students from the jap school(i think).their uniforms!! it reminded me of THIS.yaaaaaaaaaaah.its not exactly the same but look! i love their uniforms!! at the factory/museum,it was the FIRST thing i noticed.not the cute little cars but their uniforms! XDDD now i wouldnt mind working at a museum/factory if this was the dress code.really...

family news was really shocking ne.upsetting actually.its like a two-sided person trying to work a body.scary laaaaaaaah.whats wrong with the world.i keep asking that question nowadays.i want answerrrrrrs.

i feel like launching into a chapter of 'my nerdy days'.haaaaaaaaah.its prolly gonna bore evryone to hell but what the heck.here goesss.

once upon a time,tashryn was a really geeky woman.she did all her homework on time.no actually mrs raihana had to bugg me for it.hahaha.she was super clean wherever she went.like i would scream at my sister for messing up the cushions on the couch and leaving her saliva on the spoon i was using.she'd be reading the whole entire time during the hols and tv and computer were just plain boring technology.
yeah! but NOWWW.its the opposite.

BUT BUT BUT.i've just read this wonderful seiko book!! 'The Pirate's Daughter' by Margaret Cezair-Thompson.i havent actually read a good book since 'The Kite Runner' which is another amazing book btw.HAHAHAHA.you seeeeeeeeee.i sound like a nerd alrdy!! THE POINT IS.i miss the days where i had nothing to entertain me but a good book.but now with this booming Arashi fandom of mine,its almost impossible to stay away from the pc.heeeeeeeeeelp.

2008-11-13T22:03:00.002+08:00

credits to the person in sihan's blog! hahaha.cos i stole it from there (: now isnt this just HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT.

i got my bio!!^^ thankyou GOD! now i gotta pray for sihan and xavier's appeals! shit that TARD's in my class.TORTURE.but like i said,IM GONNA SEDUCE JOLEEN and bully her for two years~

2008-11-09T19:48:00.002+08:00

just some sister loove :D

has anyone ever heard of the marina bay biennale? we just went to one with the chocolate/cockroach family ytd.there were these amazing art exhibits.its like containers,you knw the ones the ships carry,all stacked up to build some structure.then there were slippers worn by inmates from prison stuck on bamboo poles surrounding it.i think it was a yellow ribbon project.cool ne..

my mum had the recession talk with us a few days ago.yeah..global economic crisis and all -.- jeez,whats with the world.now we're cutting down on everything and its gonna be a real tight budget.my pocket money!! gaaaaaah.i wonder how im gonna support my fandom now.its gotten alot bigger lately.im watching 3 dramas at the same time (: hahaha.i owe my aunt and joanne money.tsk.

Yaaaaay! my 'chicks dig it' shirt is heeeere.check out www.crowningstroke.com
oh oh! plus!plus! MNSB cd and my duet magazine!! RNK front cover okaaay! more kazu rabu-ness!

mama's gonna go to bangkoK for staff retreat *sniggers*

2008-11-04T12:00:00.002+08:00

BEALIZA THE HAZEL NUT MADE ME DO THIS (:

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people. Have Fun!

1. Do you eat alot of fast food
- you could say that..
2. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
- does that Nino uchiwa count?

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
- its the kpop concert later,should i be screaming? -.-

4. What did you last get upset about?
- CGGS protest!

5.Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
- when thats all there is to eat.

6. What about in your 5th sent message?
- umm,i dont know lah!

7. Who was the last person you ate with?
- my sister who's late.

8. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
- that day at wanxuan's symfonique?

9. When ordering sushi, what do you get?
- SUSHIIIII~

10. Who was the last person you sat next to?
- my mama.

11. What were you doing at 10 am?
- playing TRUTH on the piano.

12. Have you changed alot since summer?
- we dont have the four friggin seasons.

13. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
- coffeeeee (:

14. Where is the place you want to be right now?
- in the kitchen with Nino as he cooks hayashi rice!

15. When was the last time you cried
- last night.

16. What's your favourite song at the moment?
- MNSB by HSJ!

17. What were you doing at 11 last night?
- watching grey's anatomy!

18. Who's near you?
- no one.but a plate of hotdogs are.

19. What were you doing at 5 am in the morning?
- dreaming~

20.What's bothering you right now?
- ALL THESE ANNOYING QUESTIONS.

21. Who was the last person to talk to you on the phone?
- i forgot XP

22. Whose house did you go to last?
- house? mine lah.
23. Who honestly knows everything about you?
- i think i know myself best but if i were to choose, no one :D
Probably my loved ones.

24. Who broke your heart?
- the world.

25. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
- YOU KNOW I DO.

26. Who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
- all the people who really hate me.

27. Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
- who did i kiss?

28. Are there any parts of your body that hurts?
- my eyes ne..

29. In the supermarket, the first thing that gets your attention is?
- WATERMELONS.

30. How cool do you think you are?
- extremely.

31. Drugs are?
- stupid.
32. Which one do you hate the most?
- which one of what? -____-

33. Who was the first person to text you today?
- heh.indonesia.

34. What was the first thing you did this morning?
- freaked about the kpop concert.

35. Who was your last missed call on your cellphone?
- joanne!

36. What's the last mistake you made?
- not going to kino earlier to get the otakara file.now im worried sick.

37. What are you listening to right now?
- Arashi's BEAUTIFUL DAYS.

38. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
- ummm,chao wen?

39. who was the last person to call you?
-joaaaaaaaaaane.

40. Is there anything you want to say to someone special?
- i'll koreanise myself just for tonight! =)

Sabotage 5 people ! :D
you,you,you,you and YOU.

2008-11-02T23:37:00.003+08:00

the smexxy people there =)
HOT RETARDS :DD

wanxuan's nyp concert on friday.thank god she led me there.can you believe mich takes so long to bathe? hahaha.like me ne..anyway,we got home really late but it was worth it.who cares if i just got to see her head sticking out the back rite? HAHAHA.
and the next day when mama just got back from msia,we had familaay daay (: the whole day would you believe that -.- well she misses us i guess.

tuesday night,im being forced to go to kpop concert by the salope XP there's still traces of heart attack when you told me 75 bucks okaay! pffft.well i take it this is my present to her? hahaha.you still owe me delifrance woman.

the laws of indices are whirling around my brain cells..woah.

2008-10-29T09:42:00.001+08:00

it was beautiful.now i just wish like no tomorrow that i could live a life as interesting and crazy as theirs..

2008-10-27T18:26:00.002+08:00

just some random picture.loving that smile ne~

for the record,my sister evolving into an Arashi fan is HUGE.an awesome accomplishment for both me and sihan at least.we spent at least 15 minutes treasuring this fact.although unfortunately some people are not very enthused by this.SADDED.
me and mich are tryna sort things out on msn right now.she's about to reveal her true,honest feelings about Arashi.here it comes..T_____________T she's not saying it properly.RAAAH.this may take awhile.anyway,korea's festival's comin to s'pore.im sorry kor fans but NO FAAAAAAIR~ sistic's sellin tickets. gee i hope my aunt doesnt mention anything abt it.

jo and me were desperate enough to get MNSB'S LE cd online.we were searching so crazily and yatta! we got it (:
m'sia ytd,*pukes* my impression has changed alot for them.big difference between m'sia and s'pore people.

2008-10-22T14:06:00.002+08:00

HSJ'S NEW SINGLE.everyone's falling in love with it XD like the sakurai woman who's gone completely insane for chinen.like who wouldnt? he's so chibi and kawaii.with his new hairstyle and all.ryutaro on the other hand is growing quite a fair bit as well.but he's still got his morimoto look of course.

apparently this song's a theme song for this drama Yamada,Nakajima,Chinen and Arioka are starring in.im not sure what its called but its definitely in my drama-to-watch list now (: one of them mentioned in music station that its the first love song HSJ is doing.awwwwh.no wonder everyone's falling in love with it ^^ if you watch the vid from music station,yamada can moonwalk!

ps,i pon-ed school.

2008-10-18T15:01:00.002+08:00

WHYYYY~

for some reason,TBS does not exist anymore on the new version of tvu.which resulted in me not being able to watch the RNK first episode ytd.putain merde them lah.i was looking so forward to it i almost forgot dinner.now i just have to wait for subs.

pierre lost his voice yesterday.he sounded like a poor little goat.HAHAHHAHA.yi ling couldnt stop giggling everytime he actually tried to talk.so this obviously meant we ruled the lesson (: larissa blabbed somemre on her suju stuff and i was desperately trying to be interested but truth betold,i dont bloody care.brintha saw suju at the hong kong airport.is that a good thing? hahaha.be very jealous suju fans.becos she's not a fan and they were right in front of her.its like kat-tun in front of me -.-

anyway,i went jogging with the family today and i realised..water therapy works.teehee.random lah.but really it does.i just stood at the edge of the sea for about two minutes in total silence and..i could feel it.i could feel it!!

YATTA!! im getting the otakara file!

2008-10-11T20:34:00.003+08:00

the last episode of maou D: call me emotional bitch but i cried the universe.THE UNIVERSE.it includes all seven continents and all the oceans and the entire solar system and milky way.and yes its true,Arashi is officially on taiwan soil.damn it.

2008-10-10T10:49:00.003+08:00

NEWS-Happy Birthday
THE SONG I HAD IN MY HEAD DURING THE FINAL PAPER~
(which is ovaaaaaaah!)

i knew i couldnt stay past 10 in the morning.not with the desirable urge to watch MAOU illegally XD been drama-mugging for seven hours straight and now i have to go for french.what a bummer-.- i think i'll be thinking of what Naruse's gnna plan next in there while pierre blabs french.hahaha.gomen-ne.
too bad for kerosagi though.there could've been some serious flailing over yamapi ytd with the fangirls.we came up with names to match our ichibans.yeetoshi,jokurai,hanSAKI and TASHMIYAAAA~
i love how well my name goes with nino's^^ (even tashii said it sounds nice)
speaking of her,we're both agaonising over the fact that Arashi could be on taiwanese soil now T_T and the chinereans abandoned me and serrhannie T_T

well at least i'll get to flail properly now.over-arashify my brain and everthing.i cant wait for Ryusei No Kizuna!!! some serious NINOSMEXX.

eh saxes wanna have sectional outing at my house? u can turn everything upside down XD hahhahaha~ IM KIDDING OKAY.THAT BAKA PANDA SO RANDOM ANYHOW INVITE HERSELF XD

2008-09-21T21:20:00.002+08:00

to relieve my despo self.

it still feels sinful just being here.muggeration period so i kinda vowed i wouldnt touch the pc.even for important stuff cos you knw what it'll lead to.THIS.yes,THIS.succumb to tempations :D

but since im here i might as well blab rite.Ms aisyah said its good to get a little bit of stress.if not we wont be studying and all fr the exams.i mean,its true deshou? if my mum had'nt given some threat i would be slacking and not giving the least bit of a damn for the exams.so in a way,thanks mummy!

thanks to the HOT (stands for Horrible Obese TARD btw) mich,sihan wants to give me a nino death tmr.oh and plus the green ruler.like whats the connection? haha.someone PLEASE tell me what a nino death is.cos if i get to die with him i wont mind at all XD
I GOT ARASHI IS ALIVE PHOTOBOOK!!! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
went to kinokuniya that day with zee and the tard.the guy who attented to me was japanese! and there was this woman tryna shush her bawling (not to mention so cute!) baby in japanese.hahaha! me and zee were floating.she saw her massu (:
mich found some kor woman nadia loves -.- too bad there was'nt any suju! hah!

-a section dedicated to the inconsiderate stoopid man/woman who stole our crapbk-

i really hate to beg but please oh pretty please if you have it with you,return it.its a symbol of a very special friendship 4-6 people share so if you knw what its like to have something that represents a mutual relationship,give it back.its as simple as that.

desolee,je shattered livre.

HANA YORI DANGO FINAL~

2008-09-03T23:14:00.004+08:00

HANA YORI DANGO FINAL!!!~ showing in theatres tmr.(shut up xj)
im gnna fly to flail.haha.with the fangirls of course on saturday! cant stay put.joanne keeps badgering me about it too.
e-learning at home all the way.oh and i've started to mugg really early.yay me :D
sihan,we shall tahan together! some ppl just love to complain.amatures.

nande ienai no kana?
suki da yo..
hitokoto yo.

i just did.

HAVENT POSTED IN EONS.

2008-08-30T22:46:00.003+08:00

terrific saturdays with these people :D
OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU MATSUJUN!~

the sweetest,most sensitive guy of Arashi turns 25!
i know i havent posted in eons.what with my staurdays being taken up by semindars and the rest of the time having to 'study' and flail with my fangirls.its time constraint.this coming month,watch me mugg like its PSLE.

im still relishing yesterday's SUPER!-ness.teacher's day yadda yadda.mrs wee,wait cos i got 2 more years to greet you in french and any other language you want.rushed off to hgs with sihan.the tchers were gnna leave for their annual dinner by 12:30 so i wasnt surprised to not find anyone there.i only saw ms phua! hugged her really hard =) the rest,were moments of happy reunions.i met LEE! like finally.she still remembered our trip to hawaii disneyland! hahahaha,save save save!

now i know why i love yt,dion,jia and tze lin so much.they make me feel like a small kid all over again.nothing's changed between us.except for the some attractions to the opposites.*ahems* miss T and umbrella uncle! XD

im gnna summarise everything after this cos i dont wanna blabber too much and besides,my sister's dying to use the pc.
-i left my phone in dion's house after we went there and now she's all the way in malaysia.
-i got lost finding my aunt at raffles.
-listened to storytellers from everywhere tell their stories at some thingy called the reader's digest storyfest.
-a possum's got a shiny,thin naked tail.
-roger jenkins rocks.

http://www.veoh.com

2008-08-10T13:01:00.009+08:00

Online Videos by Veoh.com
BEHOLD THE TRUTH PV.maybe i'm a little laggish in this but still,wahh.loving the whole dark and cool atmosphere with the compelling plucking of violins.haha! sounds so weird.but its so much LOOOOVE.aiba's red pants stood out almst immediately and jun and nino did that gel-to-the-side emo hairstyle again.ahhh! there's a little bit of 'we can make it' moves but the dancing's awesome as always.i want my LE fast!

Online Videos by Veoh.com
AND THIS,KAZE NO MUKO E.aka,the olympic song.haaaaaah! sho was there! fr this vidoe,i couldnt take my eyes of Nino! like seriously i feel like im at the top of the world whenever i see him strum those strings! nadia,the light is shining! ^^
oh and i think i figured out who belted out those impressive high notes in the intro XD who else but my hubby lah.

i got my wink up september issue! Maou as front cover :D i like toma ikuta's evil glare too.domo sihan =) yeeching practically made a fool of herself talking to chintaro at HMV on friday.this really chibiandkawaii jap guy who's a fan of HSJ and most likely arashi! sihan saw him buying HSJ's 'Your Seed'.i was so jealousss uhh! TSK! lucky he was so cute or else i would've just stole it frm him XP i hope we bump into him again yaw.then can include him in our flailing fanclub.yay!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY to my patriotic side.
but im still deprived of a yellow bra D:

2008-08-07T22:32:00.010+08:00

A.RA.SHI-Arashi
i can't post the video D: but watch the video and i swear you will fall in love with all of them.Nino's the one the dark blue!check out the dance moves!got so much to say uh.um,KAZE NO MUKOE AND TRUTH PV'S! i can't wait.right now,busy spazzing over the radiant light from heaven that will shine on me and Nino when we meet.all thanks to nadia :D
raqib's gnna stay with us till next year after his PSLE.my mum's being his full-time guardian.that means we gt another guy in the house.yay or what? oh shit now i cant strip openly.haha! zee like takahisa masuda from NEWS.he looks like some singajap.tmr its flail time at kinokuniya! GAH i wanna skip french.

2008-07-25T22:55:00.004+08:00

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HEY!SAY!JUMP'S NEW PV.YOUR SEED.i find it unseemingly hot.my little morimoto brother! chinen's lookin much more mature.kei inoo!~

so yesterday,i relived some unforgettable memories in japan.hahaha.sorrylah i had to put it that way.but KYAAAAAA!! i was kinda overwhelmed.for a very odd reason.mr kajiyama recognised us even befre we did.that was surprising.he said he didnt know we knew about the perf -.- come on lah.its AICHI MEIDEN HIGH BAND.
too bad junchun wasnt there to go crazy with the saxes.hahahaha! Misaki practically choked me with her awesome hug.i swear i saw naoko and misae's face light up when i screamed at them.its warm feeling to have people from farandbeyond recognise you :D
of course i had to play cute with them.pity them having to learn english lah.it sounds UBERR KAWAII when they talk.whereas its sexy coming from the guys.hahaha!

dianah was acting like a dumb blonde(black,in this case) all over again.remake episodes of the time she found kazuko her prince in japan.sheesh.hahaha! when he played solos i stole glances.she looked like a desperate melting piece of chocolate just wanting him to come and do some serenade for her.i totally understand.its how i feel when i flail over mr kazunari anyway.two songs they played jolene and i knew instantly the ones they performed for us back there.waaaahhh! memory overflood.

evryone didnt want them to stop playing and leave so we had three encores!! can you imagine? we were mean lah.i cried when they sang and i waved like a madwoman at misaki when she solo-ed :D you could say,one of the semi-best nights.plus bien..

NINO'S DOING A NEW DRAMA!! ureshii-ness^^ 'Ryuusei no Kizuna'.its gonna be on TBS on fridays at 10pm.KYAAAAAA! I WANT TBS LAH!!! he's playing lead role elder brother once again.NEWS' Nishikido Ryo as the younger brother and Toda Erika as the sister!! its gonna be awesome.right after MAOU its this? woah,they're giving us Ohmiya SK haven! hahaha! i dont mind epic romance but i want some tears damnit! its so goddamn meccha kawaii when he cries.i caaant wait! daddy,can we have TBS please?

meanwhile im occupying myslef with YAMD! YEAH! it baited my younger sister and even my mum.wooaah.YOONA YOONA YOONA~

2008-07-19T21:59:00.003+08:00

ARASHIGOTO PHOTOBOOK!! now THIS is what im deprived of!friggin 50 bucks.
they walk together.almost everywhere.
okay now im just pitiful i dont have enough money =(

how do you get good books in 20 minutes? its impossible.anyway,what ms norah said today's still ringing in me.she thought i wanted to be a doctor? she said i got the 'look'.i just gave her blank stares.a doctor? HAHAHA! well thats a joke.i've never even liked medicine.let alone science.hmmm,who knws i might reconsider? haha.

i forgot to tell myself,you know tashryn ytd i heard japs talking in the mrt.pure japanese.hahaha! oh we played this game.to remember each others names lah.we had to find something relating to ur names.guess what was mine? no dustbin is wrong.they came up with tash-shrimp.wtf rite? hahaha! nadia's got her touch-urine.the japs dustbin.and now,tash-shrimp.i wonder whats next.
gawwd tmr is facing up to that bastard again.sheesh.

if only i had like a part time job or something.not like i have the time lah.i need money!! XD its so annoying.nadia,you must motivate me to save! next year,10th anniversary uh!im alrdy flailing over the scans with sihan.we are both desperate.she's melting over aiba's hellogoodbye.while im shakin what ass i have to nino's Gimmick Game.there's a die-hard nino fan in spain.oh gawd do i have some competition.i wanna smooch my DP xD

2008-07-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

ryutaro morimoto! i want him as my brother!!

yoona!! i like her now.she's fuckin pretty lah! my height sumre.haha!mich shut up.go to your tae yeon.yoona's gt smexx.i think YAMD's not bad lah.cos got yoona.

i heard french rap for the first time today.pierre's gt this weird fascination for old french songs and makes us listen to one every week.but its kinda fun lah.it motivates us to come every week rite brintha? haha! larissa,go check what snobbish means.

praying ever so hard for my truth single to come safely without any cracks.its the first single im busying so please delivery people,handle with care.we pay for a good reason okay.i've said it before,i LOVE kaze no mukoe!! its arashi's song for the beijing olympics!! they're gnna perform!! *more wailing*
ninomiya kazunari i think you should know this but i play your niji solo evry night to make myslef fall asleep.of course i try to dream of you.soon,i hope i will.i alrdy had an awesome SK Ohmiya dream featuring nino and oh-no together with me in the middle :DD i became an insomniac that night and didnt blink for even a second.

2008-07-13T19:54:00.003+08:00

i need a minute.

Dear Mr Lim(the accidental qualified teacher),

Forgive me but i really dont understand why it is wrong to wear off my critical boredom state by reading in your class.seeing as you're undoubtly worthless listening to.Furthermore,how dare you call my name when i didnt give you the permission to? its downright insulting and i demand that you never ever utter my name again.you hear me? And dont think you can scare me with your evil vicious stare.i aint scared of you,bastard.so much for "i want you guys to come here to learn something".well newsflash mister,you're not doing anything to make us learn.in fact ever since you came,its been a crazy blur of numbers.God help me bear your torturous sessions on saturdays.

sorry i had to let that out..ytd's seminar was fun =)
im working on those kazunari babies sihan!
i dont think i've said this before but sho's really smexx in sakura sake XD

2008-07-08T21:00:00.002+08:00

http://www.veoh.com/videos/v756623BWkksRS4

WATCH THIS.hey!hey!hey!
(aiba's nipple XD)

and i just have to thanks sihan again.wahh aiba-wifey,domo arigato (:
i love you! i can't stop watching anything having to do with them.omg,HELP.
im starting to copy alot from danny now.hurrr.not a very good girl i am huh.
anyway, faj and jc,i treat ya'll when im done digging alrite.

2008-07-06T21:34:00.002+08:00

ADORABLE LITTLE NINO.ohhh myy i wanna cuddle him so baaad.
this is jun,aiba and nino when they were youngerrr.kawaii neh? aiba's so preety.i still havent figured out who's in the middle.

2008-07-06T19:59:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swWyW2m14gA

some episode where they were working out,i think.hahaha.

on friday i was flailing non-stop with sihan and i met this fangirl in malaysia.she's an arashi die-hard too! tashii-chaan :D i started talking to her and it was so cool.she's sho's wifey.teehee.
okay so MAOU started showing at exactly 9:10 or something like that and everyone was screaming.in typed words of course.something like " *screams till the opening credits finish"
speaking of which,TRUTH is such an amazing song.arashi's never done something like this before.like they said,the piano at the beginning really compels you and the intensity to the shadowy lights and all is soooo wow.
hahaha.oh-no you make my nose bleed.in a good way (:

math tuition was such a waste of precious time.i could've been at home getting arashified but NO.i was in the freezing-till-me-and-amira-went-numb room where our useless relief teacher was uttering complete nonsense.i still dont exactly know what intersection and sets are ya knw.the best part is, he snapped at me cos i was talking to kimbo.how mean is that? its not like i disrupted your lesson rite? i was friggin whispering.this is what happens when you qualify a teacher who doesnt deserve to teach innocent little kids who make an effort to whisper in class.next week,im gnna whisper some more.

i know what i cn finally do with my good-english(haha) abilities.its the perfect idea.
TEACH ENGLISH IN JAPAN.

2008-07-02T20:59:00.002+08:00

K and L, L and K,T and N.wanxuan,i change.the T is ME.hahaha.and N is the one from jap hor.HAHAHA.thanks for making my day abit worthy uhh.if not i would've been stuck at home doing nothing.ily lah (:

mich,K's supporting you frm the bottom of hearts okay! its the depths uhh,you better be flattered.and i know you just LOVE my hellokitty wallet.yes,im still a child.

jap's 'peace' pose is cuter lah.

2008-07-01T18:10:00.006+08:00

i wanna touch him alright.sho you're so friggin hot lah! iloveyoutoo!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsumL-EmBnM

watch this cos it always make me cry.especially at the first part when ohno and nino start.

ahhhhh.aiba cries along with me :D

ohh today in music,wahhhh.i was like overwhelmed uh.sihan can play niji (nino's solo)!!! she played for me on the keyboard.i wanted to cry! it was so touching. im so JEALOUS,i wanna learn and play it whenever i feel like shit.its such a moving song luh,really.and thats why i love nino (: (:

he makes great music.oh-no's a damn good dancer.i've been watching his videos.sugoi!!~

2008-06-30T21:15:00.003+08:00

"we can make it true..hontou no yume wa,itsumo soba ni aru.." hahaha! nadia you got me adicted lah! the cover single is HOT.hahaha! hey,guess what its nino's standard face!!!
kawaii neh!~

2008-06-28T22:29:00.003+08:00

SAXOTOPIAS!!! we're damn right a happy family =)))
okay this is random.i just miss japan and its weather lahh.im even sweating now okay! stupid heat -__-

2008-06-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

i still cant believe the diamond was perfect yesterday.i wanted so much to like stop and gaze at our diagonal fr just awhile.haha.the close-to syf feeling was there as agreed with chao wen.i realise now that jc is a great impersonator.his face uh..woah..flexibility baby.he can do binghong! haha.shhh..i like the lights lah.so..wow.hmm,i love the mrt game!congyao must always sit beside me. haha.that toad cum chicken.wahhh.wanxuan you rocks! every performance you relieve me with your hugs :D im gnna really miss tanxiaojun and alicialee like fuck =(( the two very loved people. BMB live on uhh =))

now its time for yamada-kun!

2008-06-22T21:14:00.004+08:00

Hey! Say! JUMP :DDD

RYUTARO!!! kawai!i~ MINE!!

CHINEN!! he's only 15.his eyes make me melt uhh.he's mine too!!

YUTO!! love that smile.

i found YOUNG and CUTE jap guys.see they exist okay! japs are not old.including my nino plus all of arashi so shut up nadia and mich.go take your sungmin and donghae! i dont need em (=

2008-06-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

aiba's hot on top.ohno's my second to nino who's strumming in the third.
nadia,he's better than donghae lah!

2008-06-17T11:13:00.001+08:00

happy birthday nino.for the second time :D

you make me feel so ureshii ^^

2008-06-17T09:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NINOMIYA KAZUNARI!!

he's 25 now.and that is NOT old.its mid-twenties so shut up mich.awwwwhh.i wanna fly to wherever he is and hug him!!! if only he knew i existed.im in a rush of emotions.gaaahhhh.sihann,we have got to really get our butts to japan one day.seriously.im like way over my head with this guy.he's such a charmer!! even his acting as yamada taro-san has showed me that.oh and i hope sho doesnt give him slippers again.haha!

Kon nanimo Aishiteru.

2008-06-15T22:04:00.002+08:00

they look cuter and hotter with lollipops.
a shot from maou.ohno's new show!
now you HAVE to admit this's hot.

im hooked to yamada taro monogatari.nino and sho are like brothers here.kawaii ne! ~

takako is so lucky to have nino carry her in his arms! but she's really pretty lah so can.arashi's having another concert in september! sihan just told me.but its only in japan,taiwan and shanghai =((

s'pore is a part of asia too ya knw.hurrr.nemind, hashiridase! tomenaide!

2008-06-11T22:38:00.003+08:00

AI SHI TERU MICHI!!!
when girls come together.
minah itik! you should watch out when she's hyper.
misai!!! she always takes my bags when i dont want her to.
naoko hayashi!!! probably the cutest in the sect.

hello people.im still alive.be happy.sorry for not replying to your tags cos i was busy.sorta lah.anyway,japan trip was amazing.hahaha.thats all.go see the pictures for yourselves.i'll post the more important ones only.more later when i get hold of them.

2008-06-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

hey hornytoot, happy birthday! (:
smile always, dont get horny too often please,
study hard & play harder too alright,
be happy always,

with love :D

2008-05-27T10:31:00.000+08:00

i dont have enough time to perfect the pictures but they're cute all the same.

NINOMIYA KAZUNARI AIN'T OLD.

get that idiots! hahaha.

saxes,i just wanna say i love you guys down to the very last cell of your bodies.dont think i cant make it much complicated than that what with fakky making himself sound so chim in our blog.hahaha.im lookin forward to our outing yeah!

arashi's gnna be where im going!!! gawd,i hope i 'accidentally' bump into them or something.anything to catch a glimpse of nino uh! tsk,i got a whole list of stuff to buy for people lah.even 2e2 wants something.hurr..

im not done packing.watching tohoshinki videos.okay lah they're hot.you win this time tiff.happy? haha.im gnna miss s'pore (:

sayonara ppl.moshi moshi japan.haha!

2008-05-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

is'nt that just the cutest picture? omg i could just grab this guy and start pinching him rite now.haaaaaah.i love you ninomiya kazunari!!! you're all mine.

childhood memories.

2008-05-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

there was still popcorn in the bag.

eh im friggin proud of my science and i dont care what u say okay.
scales u make me mad.home ec, :D

we had lotsa fun in class reliving childhood memories.joanne joined in.the girl's got good memory i tell you.listed like alot alot of tv shows we watched when we were innocent kids.three pages front and back full of em.comin back really early from school gt nothing better to do so watch tv lah.
anyone remember cow and chicken? blues clues? hi-5? bear in the big blue house? catdog?rugrats? omg those were the days..

in fact i miss those carefree days where u shut out the whole world and fully concentrate on ur tv show.like last time,nothing else mattered to me except for getting to watch blues clues at 9 in the morning.i'd do anything for it.really.
mrs wee was so cute joining in our conversation.at one point she was like 'oh dont forget kim possible!' hahahaha! must be her son.you see,even adults are like little kids sometimes.
although they hardly ever admit it.

kids central's not even for kids anymore.the programs are so different.where did pure childhood go to?!! i want my childhood back.if only uh..

i love serrhannie for making me fall in love with arashi :D
NINO IS MINE.

2008-05-15T19:57:00.001+08:00

hellos :D

& first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZIZI (miCh here!)

so im here again to announce the readers of beyonddevuldged-,that tashryn loves the song "this is why im hot" by Mims! she loves it because i'm (me) hOt! (hahahhas!) anw if guys meet/see her, please sing the song to make her go wild/crazy/happy/hot/whatever. (: trust me she really loves it. xD

anyway, i was suppose to blog about her SA1 SCIENCE's result. She went happy & crazy after she got A2 for her paper.

Why?
Reason : section B&C are mostly ask abt sex chapters, ( you know, she've been reading and studying that chapters MOST of the time.) so congrats for that pervert/horny toot! im happy for you, really. xD

back to the story, she was so hyper then because i've not seen my result, thus she irritated me with her A2, not telling what's her marks, hmms, i guess she didnt want us to have the same marks like last time right? right? right? URGH BITCH!

so i've gt my marks today, she shall post about that later ..

to be continue ..

with loves, hOt/mti! :D

2008-05-10T21:33:00.000+08:00

we had an early mother's day.my mum got showered in lavender powder.and daddy was so cute in the card he gave her.haha.men are so picky with their words.i can still feel the chicked in my stomach from last night.woah.

umi,you're the best grandma ever lah! i love you!
and mummy, ily too!!

movies in the morning are so fun.i watched three.
oh wanxuan, stomp the yard is nice okay! i like the stepping.

the music is all around us.
all you have to do is listen.

august rush is one damn good movie.irish guys are hot.
^^ reminds me of westlife.

gnna eat lots of bbq food during the weekend.
and my sister owes zee and me a movie.
lets just say she's not very good at handling money.haaaah.
zee,i am so very glad and thankful to have a friend like you.
thanks for making me laugh to the pit of my stomach.ily!

mti,maybe i miss you a litttle bit.make sure you dont get hit by motorbikes anymore.
saxes,fakky says he misses us lots.and he's gnna bring back lotsa pigs back from china (:

2008-05-06T19:27:00.000+08:00

memories of the saxes! (:

hahahas, tashryn've been studying for her midyr recently,she's too "busy" to update her blog, she's out there smwhere doing her retarded usual stuffs..

so here i am, her bestbestbest hOt friend, to update this dead blog on her behalf! :D hope you guys like the saxes slide. (hahahs!)

anw, someone will be gone for japan during the holidays,to all her friends out there, if you can GO CATCH THE CLICK FIVE'S CONCERT this 1st June at singapore indoor studium 8pm (get ur own tickets!) she cant go, Cant Go, CANT GO!.. wahahhas.. how sad.. hahahs!

lastly hope you enjoy your japan trip with other bandmates okays! do dream of me & MUST miss me! xD, dont forget your rule number 1 during japan trip! :D :D

with loves, hOt/mti! :D

2008-05-04T09:49:00.000+08:00

the liver produces bile.
that took so long for me to realise.

i've been mugging really hard lately.yes!
my sister's worried abt physics =.="" who ask her never take bio?
mum's been so sweet.helping me with my geog.hehehe.
i've got so many acronyms to rmb,its hard.i hate geog lah.
you were right mich,its not that easy.

okay take note HERNANETTES.
you ppl better set a day where we're all free cos i miss you guys baaad.

contributing to MS HILMI, hi nadira:D